cereal news post “When I met Emanuelle I was thinking of Macron”

when I met Emmanuel the Uber driver from South America on his little moped that’s strange night I was on a walk and found a huge amount of donated unaccepted goods over the Christmas holiday in front of Salvation Army along some heights area that had been previously under regarded as essentially part of Toronto anyway there I was wondering where the fuck did this area come from Emmanuel comes with his Uber walking right up to me saying hello My name is Emmanuel. I thought it was macaron campaigning much like I met JT (justin thomas) along lower king that weird day I was doing stuff with the banks. anyway i knew then that 1alvin would be so pleased with the goods i collected for him and everyone back home 2macron topic was huge gee whiz queer prez of france wife got me all writing fan fic exploits and what nautical charters those townships were there when i got to loading that area on the satellite cache how was i supposed to understand or know im not an AI and then i butt hurt leave quickly without saying good bye.

Canadian breakfast classic

I came up with two new methods to prepare oatmeal. Well they're not really methods so just ingredients two new recipes for preparing oatmeal in Canada by nicole Tirona. first off, we have our delicious typical apple crumble but oatmeal and as you would guess you just put the stewed apple in with the oatmeal and put my take is slabs of butter on the oatmeal so it melts and then cover that with sugar and cinnamon and eat it that way another way I thought you could do is with cream cheese if you put cream cheese slabs on top of the oatmeal and let it melt a bit and pack brown sugar on it with cinnamon when you eat the oatmeal it tastes like a cinnamon roll actually I just had some now and I'm gonna tell you right now. It was amazing. the sour flavour of the cream cheese went really well with the plain cream mixed oatmeal. I forgot the salt, but it was OK because I'm trying to form perfect poops right now so that's why I'm eating oatmeal anyway, beyond that the virtues of these dishes are beyond comparison to any other breakfast dishes you've had in the past because these dishes can be also construed as many snack meals that bode well with your dietary restrictions and complaints due to hunger or otherwise ps dont forget the chocolate 1. chocolate chip cookie oatmeal with chocolate chunks in plain salted oatmeal with cream (add before serving dish) topped with salted butter and a topping of melting crunchy brown sugar and cinnamon. 2. cinnamon roll with cream cheese frosting oatmeal is served as a plain salted oatmeal with thin scoops of cream cheese atop the served oatmeal. finish with a generous topping of brown sugar and cinnamon. 3. apple crumble delux oatmeal is served as a combination of 1. & 2. with the addition of stewed apples which are cooked with the oats or seperately (to your preference) for a canadian bnb classic menu series of takes on breaks

on todays menu... stabby!

 today im going to make something but i dont know what.  the market is in 3 days.

maybe more pouches. i have this super cute "france tourism" fabric i dont know how to use. its got pictures , drawings and fundamentalist colourful, of france scenes: little scooter, eiffel tower, cute side streets, i think theres a poodle in there... ill post a pic from my phone:

i wanted to quilt it but i dont know how to add the other shapes around it. what shapes. where.

oh i just remembered these already made project panels i bought. yay im going to use them. theres 4 of these placemat projects but im going to make it a pouch with an outside pocket:

also just bought an $18 bag of quilt batting 45x60 inches or so arriving tomorrow thanks to amazon. kind of expensive for a small piece it is polyester. i read all the cotton reviews and i just gave up. it looks like most come apart when washed and you have a lump of cotton between the unquilted portions . i was thinking i should use instacart more if im lazy. i have to go to the dufferin fabricland before it shuts down for good everything is on discount clearance. they opened one on yonge and bloor which is so convenient so that dufferin one is closing. anyway that dufferin on transit is a bus ride and walking but its by highways in a really uncomfortable manner. busy highways, so uncomfortable to walk by. i dont have a car so i never go to the locations that are super far unless i live near them somehow like the dufferin one i was living in north york at the time.... those landlords havent paid me back yet. did you read about twitter having to sue the ADL some jewish defamation league, for defamation, on twitter? like wow guys these jewish people are getting way out of control if they want to remain as a whole person, just one jewish, just jew, they really need to step it up. like my old landlord is super uber jewish with 11 children im not sure if they were like amish people or something but they were like amish people or something totally lying through the skin of their teeth nodding their heads ..... in the end they refuse to return my damage deposit after threatening me so many fucking times about smoking inside the house and i wasnt smoking pot in the house whatsoever like one time i even tested it and knew those fucking kids were right at my door spying on me, depressing me, harassing me, i busted up, loudly, the stankiest weed i had bought in a while to ROLL a joint and i could hear them giddily gobbling up a single terp, one molecule of cannabinoid in their delicate spying little fucking noses... could literally hear them giggling and saying thats def weed lol, fucking annoying brady bunch looking all uniform wearing little fuckers.... constantly running up around forcing the little ones to stomp on top of my entire apartment when parents were not home, just miserable fucking children with nothing to do when at home, like honestly and vacuuming right first thing the girls would do in the morning after getting ready for their boring ass days ffs..... yeah i felt fucing tortured in the freezing cold basement with a broken kitchen window and sticky walls that pat and i painted first fucking thing he did, ew the walls in the kitchen were repulsive, only 1,300 i says though the laundry was 4 blocks away easy,  carpeted too with the most hideous flooring in the main room, all beige and browns and streaky looking and not shiny. just ew.  in the end they steal my last months rent because he demanded me to pay rent the month i was moving out and i gave them enough notice, they were fucking horrible traumatizing fucks that didnt pay me back, he demanded i pay rent on the last month i stayed, and i had painted the kitchen and one side of the main room. i also detail cleaned the bathroom and mopped the dingy cough inducing mildewey carpeted walls. and also detail cleaned the black mold on the venetian blind in the entrance window, which was completely filthy. as if i dont charge myself for what i do. i had to live there. their place from the looks of it, was meticulous. not sure why or how their rental was so affordable in comparison to the rest? hmm. with the money they stole they could have bought me a washer dryer and another month would have paid for carpet removal and linoleum or double paned windows, just no as if that plus what they did to me was what i deserved plus forcing me to pay a months rent on the month i was to leave, so what the fuck did i pay the damage deposit for? these fucking people thought it was ok, after literally renting the place with a fucking social worker explaining my condition and trauma regarding theft with a well written letter, plus albion housings crew coming to explain and get the lease etc holy fucking shit i even had the ministry of housing pay them directly, to which they did and accidentally over paid them because of how the housing costs are doled out by agency or department and not a the lump sum oh just fucking no. incredible trauma from these people like why show me your whole fam and say youre this without telling me you were like super poor . well i guess this is what i understood. but yo i asked the guy the landlord if they were ok for moneey- because he had my damage and no word of a lie said not a single word to me about the fucking gorgeous paint job pat did in that god awful kitchen, an indication of pure fuckery coming....... ugh so where was i, at a loss of $1,548 by the hands of a large fundamentalist jewish family of 11.... blatant thieves i felt my human rights were being flagrantly violated, bullied by children and stigmatized by adults about pot smoking is not what you want in a basement suite with no laundry in the middle of nowhere and a highway to cross daily.  

yeah so what am i going to make today. i hope something that makes me some money!!  ooooh maybe ill make stabby, my stuffed aromatherapy knife.  you just drip essential oils onto it and it smells good while you stab away at stuff! yeah! i wonder if i can use the black and white gingham for the knife part... what about the handle just plain black? i have polka dots but i think it would be too busy and both non black. yeah totally gonna make stabby today. been thinking about this project for a while.

today im smoking on maple pancakes by potluck. tastes just like original haze! yummy! got it at the ocs for like 40 a quarter so worth it though the convenience and its packaged cleanly no animal hairs.... 

new vintage items in my etsy shop

 click on the image to go to the listing - ok sorry i took them all down again because etsy cant manage to figure out how to pay me. they keep telling me its my fault but i gave them even a god damn detailed bank statement which puts my financial privacy at their mercy and they continue to insult me so i give up and the only stuff left in my shop is stuff im ok to have to give away if someone wants it. although i realize this is stupid. i have a new shop now its nicoletirona.bigcartel.com

three 14 kt gold filled pendant necklaces (small pendant on fine chain)

https://itsyourlife.etsy.com/ca/listing/1530505040/gold-filled-rough-diamond-heart-necklace

https://itsyourlife.etsy.com/ca/listing/1544668525/gold-filled-cubic-zirconia-solitaire-18

https://itsyourlife.etsy.com/ca/listing/1544653575/gold-filled-evil-eye-necklace-18-inches

more missing items

 one slipper i use for showering

my brass heart miniture spoon its vintage i bought it on ebay

my month worth of pseudoehedrine

every single marijuana baggie and recyclable container i have been collecting since about 2013 or so to document all the marijuana strains i smoked. all gone.

i have been finding stuff missing every single day since i moved here to dovercourt in kun wangs house. i found him in a mcleans article regarding his big circle gang about synthetic drugs from china.

i dont know who these bullies he hires to live here are. i dont know what to do anymore. all the fake guy friends threaten me all the time specially billy and porkchop. i am being threatened by tall unfriendly arrogant black men inside the house, the kitchen, the bathroom. there is a latino seeming couple upstairs who also threatens me, the guy always threatens me when i am inside my room and he iswith his woman who stole the living room and extra washroom upstairs. 

please send help did you see my twitter i think this is bangsimoro lanao del norte and they terrorists were using fake identities and something to do with film production to trick people into bullying me non stop

MAGIC MUSHROOMS GONNA BE APPROVED FOR GENERAL POPULATION SOON

 AND I QUOTE: "Oral psilocybin is showing itself to be clinically efficacious by producing statistically significant reductions in depression and anxiety symptoms over time versus control in multiple clinical trials. It has also been shown to reduce cigarettes per day and drinks per day in patients with substance use disorders. Thus far, there have been no significant adverse clinical events from psilocybin and there also have been no verifiable recorded deaths reported. Larger studies need to be performed before the drug can potentially become approved for use in the general population."

Hodge AT, Sukpraprut-Braaten S, Narlesky M, Strayhan RC. The Use of Psilocybin in the Treatment of Psychiatric Disorders with Attention to Relative Safety Profile: A Systematic Review. J Psychoactive Drugs. 2022 Feb 28:1-11. doi: 10.1080/02791072.2022.2044096. Epub ahead of print. PMID: 35225726.

 well that escalated rather slowly and abrubtly ended, with hopes.

so i found jacob in my real life facebook and a bunch of other tent people i dont know and a few people i did know, but worst of all was my autistic cousin luigi was there and im not sure how he got in there, he might have deactivated his account when i deleted everyone or whatever but i got really scared these trolls and influencers and propagandists might have been interacting with him. holy god hooooweee. so i told him its not safe and hope he deleted that creepy andrew jack copy cat troll that is very persistent. not sure what that is but that needs some assistance and might be just what the police and those ai people need to study. all that trolls account is fake filipino names making a mockery out of people all the comments and posts are vomit inducing and i think the troll is making my cousin sick. made me sick in less than one minute. so please can you make sure youre not feeling like you are being fooled to accept a slight because thats the worst kind of abuser and might last for years to a lifetime, very damaging, some kind of swamp creature licking at you under its fake skin of a reasonable looking humanoid. 

but the trolls. so i figured out or kind of understand the structure of what it felt like. 

it felt like someone was stealing the return on my word of mouth and original thought output online. these two sources i always usually got what i expected from the spin, mostly in different interpretations and never to my advantage except for getting the ideas across enough to be widespread enough that its legal and ok now. then it became some thing felt like it was chasing me around, a landlord who stole the identity of joe and was chasing me around town by denying me a place to live by discriminating against me cos of the nature of marijuana (/?) and at the same time housing me in strictly only the worst houses that no one else rented or wanted or were closed down due to rodents or pests, while robbing me of my health records showing that landlord (steve) in particular had given me sleep paralysis and nightmares because of his behaviour inside the house on manning, and other weird stuff when i was renting, then when i was homeless the drop ins started targeting me and shelters too, but they targeted me by my first name cos i dont think joe knows my name is michelle nicole. so it was a really strange paradigm where i used michelle as a first name and people who know me on paper use michelle, but if i met one of these plebs i would introduce that my name is nicole but michelle is fine, then the people that know me as nicole alone (this is where joe lay) and people i know from a long time ago who know my name is michelle and nicole but know me as nicole alone. really confusing for me at first but now i see why people would think i was lying about something. 

so who is joe? joe is an old cannabis shop keeper and grower from bc. i fell in love with him and he broke my heart and he took it back and offered to fly me out to come visit him but i said no and i literally never saw him again and regret it to this day.. fuckin cried about it and everything and i always felt that if i had gone out to go see him i wouldve ended up never suffering as much as i did throughout my time in canada on my own. like id totally be ok to have kids with a guy like joe. he was so responsible and quick to the task and never any hesitation after assured thought. i wouldnt even think about it with regards to responsibility but for loyalty cos i guess he was trying to make me jealous and i had just arrived to canada and i couldnt handle it cos i was badly traumatized when i arrived here and hadnt gotten over those things yet so it was too much humiliation to bare and i couldnt accept his offer which he gave the summer after we broke and i left him with some watermelon looking blonde. 

i still remember the first day i walked into that kitchen. reminds me of hey rosetta! "we made a pact" . just realized i looked up where his old shop was on commercial on this dinky creep wifi so if anyone says they know where it was and you doubt them its probably cos theyre creeping on me. 

so i found this and thought it sounds like joe but im not sure. also did he sell to green room. looking forward to voicing concerns and ideas for previously criminalized actions regarding protection of property, after all cannabis is a proven medicine and a huge relief to suffering so i really do not believe these men and women should be disallowed to work in the cannabis industry just because they were defending their right to grow and sell an ethnobotanical. entheogenic plants are a huge boon to the mental health of civilians who need to reach out to nature for a grounding back to our reality of city living. we have all forgotten that people are our main resource and without connections made through open communication we cannot compare each others schema and life arc to gauge the health of our locales and connections throughout the country and further. it was very important to me to maintain honesty as my way of communicating because i was sick with physical ailments that were never addressed and forming an unhealthy relationship with being ignored as someone with physical limitations while being followed and targeted as a source of wealth by addicted thieves was really scary. i was getting violently beaten up by guys i didnt know much at all. once by a complete stranger in a car. personal boundaries and support and what i need from people and what people want to offer as support are vastly different and very private to me anyway. 

i have been getting labeled as some crazy person who has no mind of her own and is a risk and danger to i dont know what actually, a danger to ugly houses? the police and tenants by the landlords have been putting me in camh and camh had been treating me like some wild animal tying me down to the bed and masking me and leaving me in an isolation room what the fuck i still had some sinus problems that were melting off my face then i couldnt breathe and then what was that all about with the shelter staff stealing all my clothes this one couple in particular the guy worked at st stephens and the girl worked at street haven and they both combined used their access to my privacy and they stole my clothes and followed me to grizzs tent and i saw them sell bags of clothes to him. now that i think of it i think they were looking for nicole but thought i was michelle and denied that i was nicole to the person looking for me who i think now, might be joe my first long lost marijuana boyfriend that i wouldve totally had a baby with from when i was 22 or something. now im 42 and this kind of shit is happening, still. and i just wanna die and hate going outside these days. its all minus to me. i dont get anything back from the ideas i put out there i think steve and his porkwop greek gang of goofy tards from florida and around stole a calabrian mafias reputation and word of mouth to destroy what turns out to be my almost blind father named joe too, and me, what people found out about michelle cos they were looking for nicole under the table for joe the marijuana grower. ffs. it makes way more sense than anything i ever tried to figure out and also it really depresses me cos if it was actually joe and if joe was selling weed to green room then hes been here in toronto since 2013 and i wished he got back in touch with me in 2004 but i think someone was already hiding me and obfuscating the nature of their enquiries and donations and other tokens of gratitude that were meant for me because i have been vocal and explicit about my experience with regards to legalization in canada and the medical program access i really fucked up by not being believed as a woman with physical disability, serious trauma that caused ptsd, and as well i had some maladies that worsened with stigmatization regarding these problems i had with people not communicating properly to me. anyway i think this sounds like joe. i never knew his last name, or if i did, i forgot it.  The War on BC's Small Pot Farmer | The Tyee 

OCS STRAINS

 man whittling down my ocs order is a problem i wish i didnt have. this is a great time to try the classics and hybrids that they have up. the basics afghani and hindu kush, diesel, pink kush, rockstar, 24 gold (one of my fave oranges along with acapulco), uk cheese, grapefruit x gorilla glue 4, chem og, mazar i sherif (or is it just mazer?), pink grapefruit haze (yes!) they got a jack on wholesale, and i want to try the white shark, subway scientist (this was too expenive when i first saw it in the green room on spadina), theres also a durga mata, alien dawg, something called orange apricot, and the lemons for sure, a lemon dory, lemon z, and a lemon skunk...as im still on the search for that excellent ohio "lemon" i was blessed to try once. they even have a kali mist now but how will any ever compare to the one i got from mark with a van damn that kali mist was pure driven snow fluffy and sweetly floral that filled that night at kensingtons white rooms almost steamy gathering for basils performance of repeatedly crashing into a wall until he broke through, and the flavour was anything but burnt so i passed on adding it to my ridicuously over full bag but if there was one or two grams of each i would try them all, better yet no limit and i didnt have to pay rent..... meanwhile fuckin hell again it feels like fake film background collection of the third party privacy invasion and theft need investigation into the reasons why nicole is crying HARASSMENT!!!!!!!!!!! hence the ocs order.... fantasy order...??? i havvent whittled at all nor even gone through th entire menu. jeez! better thing to do right now would be repainting my badly painted toe nail? going on a bike ride to take my medication?/ i got diagnosed add but i think im more hyper cos its moody based on trauma memories and company for inspiration for maintaining a creative and mobile space as in mobile in the sense that you can use it with ease and are comfortable your work is safe there. my quilted stolen pouches fom the davenport shelter and sistering? fucking hate that and how they stole prfumes someone ordered online and put them in my tent again hile i was sleping in my tent later that day? ugh just gross and very uncomfortable two years of for dd homelessness and stigmatization because of my lifestyle choices and landlords perceptions of what is morally good or congruent with their lifestyle and survival behaviours and outward social expressions, like honsstly gfy right? anyway i might try the ...oh fuck it i dont know what to try out from the ocs. someone offered blue dream haze but i dont like the sleepy ones cos i like to have done many things throughout the day so i feel personally accomplished toward my life goals. unfortunally when i smoke a sleepy weed i feel like i dont want to do organizing and cleaning so i dont get to use my small expensive room (the landlords bullied and bossed me around into letting them take my stuff i hadnt moved in yet and put it in the garden and other indoor  closet. the next day it rained for two days and i dispared) so i should go take my add meds but because some witch decideed theyre the patients executive function, i have to take the capsuls open, just balls, which is gag inducing me into a further stigmatized hell then i cant get ready because my room seems too messy. sighing also im super hungry and theres nothing but plain rice and capers and tuna. should i eat that? i dont know. i guess ill smoke another joint and see. its  alled algonquin park and im not sure of its genetics but i like its lighter fluffy leaf structured flowers as opposed to the denser more purply ones. 

perfume ingredients for detergent soap

ok
check this out
ever heard of client from hell a design team in toronto ? i bike by their office sometimes
 anyway i was just going on an algorhythm tip no doubt and found this
ok
so im looking up aromatic chemicals and one of the ones presented to me, not something i searched literally was geranyl nitrile and i found on the good scents company the ifra is prohibiting this ingredient for perfume use but its being sold as a perfume ingredient. its been used on rats and rabbits when they force the animals large doses of this material until they die. so they know how toxic this ingredient is. yikes. this is the prohibiting body. so it looks like this patent for a plastic end piece for a tube packaged laundry detergent went through some revisions. perfume revisions. im not sure but have a look, its lol. client from hell you say? how bout perfume reformulations for plastic packaging specifications? axe body spray allergies causing anaphylactic shock and cant reveal formula you say?
https://patents.google.com/patent/US4741856
 just for example. the material geranyl nitrile is a potential aquatic life disruptor according to the prohibiting body that tests on rats and rabbits (did they do a long term aquatic study ? i thought it sounds like its from geranium)  and according to this google patent is been used in laundry detergent since 1987...i think ... mass produced cos who has the money to patent the development of the plastic end tube packaging? wonder what laundry detergent this is? i will research the material now cos its kind of weird. im not sure what to use. obviously i wont use the rat and rabbit tested stuff if i find out. gee. let me check now. cant they test somehow in another way? i guess not. they do weird tests on humans enough as it is... oh so much to do!
the amount of scent you need to make something smell good when you whiff it from the bottle is how consumers buy things and that amount is HUGE and actually if you dilute it.... like hey ever buy a huge bottle of dish soap that your crazy bf uses up in two days ? but actually what you learned to do is dilute like a teaspoon in 2 cups of distilled water and use it for a week? i mean, wow lets just perfume the world via our kitchen and laundry sinks, only thing perfume making doesnt work that well this way. ive made so many weird combinations to know.

wow ok so this patent i found off the good scents database,
http://patft.uspto.gov/netacgi/nph-Parser?Sect1=PTO1&Sect2=HITOFF&d=PALL&p=1&u=%2Fnetahtml%2FPTO%2Fsrchnum.htm&r=1&f=G&l=50&s1=4,330,417.PN.&OS=PN/4,330,417&RS=PN/4,330,417 
is from 1928 the original laundry detergent and fabric softner, a fresh lemony aroma, apparently, or perfume. about .20% of the patent ingredient is used and the formula uses .10 in 1300 or something, geranyl nitrile has been used as a perfume ingredient for various household and personal products since 1928 and all the info theye could find was torturing rabbits and rats? consumer privacy and research and unknown cumulative toxicitiy there must be an easier way. i mistyped mist and imagine if the corona virus was actually some kind of mist or particle from some form of banned ingredient found out by the perfume industry. like some of these ingredients arent actually perfume ingredients, they just have a nice smell so the perfume industry has access to them. yikes. to know is half the battle but what if its just too long and what is a timeline anymore? maddening.

ok wtf
i just found this ban on the substance as a perfume ingredient for detergent
https://ifrafragrance.org/standards/IFRA_STD48_0053.pdf
 from 2009

is this a nitrile form from geranium>????? i dont understand how this ingredient was made. why do they use geranyl as a name ? there are many geranyl ingredients that are natural isolates that are not toxic?
like as in cyanide? like nitriles are like glues, so if its a bastard of geranium that sticks around too long, it was part of a lemony aroma that lasted in laundry soap so its not necessarily lemony and if its for a freshness it sounds like geranium doesnt it. please dont make me be the one to look this shit up i just wanted to make perfume and actually yes i realize i cant sell any of the perfumes now without looking up the ingredients to some degree, specially not blends from other companies who cannot disclose their perfume ingredients? like really my day is spent stressing on where to throw the trash vs recylcing and knowing and not doing due to other things like doing this? wth?
or wth am i actually reading ugh
ok so its banned since 2009 for found toxicity to aquatic life found out from testing on animals
its been used as a laundry detergent perfume ingredient since 1980
its still being sold today
good thing i didnt buy it!! or did i??
is this ingredient used in any of the essential oil perfume blends i buy as perfume ingredients? if its a compound from a natural ingredient forced into a specific shape for its prolonged odor for rinse off products is this in the woolzies stuff that use for dryer balls ? is it considered a distillate? ugh im the rat now. honestly i feel tortured... avatars from basenotes haunt me like ebeneezer scroodge and the fairys and godmothers of tales you wished were true before you read other things not meant for children.... hand me that baby product............200 years later mutant humans with scratch and sniff areas of the body that detect diseases in their dna matches world wide but are only found under specific constraints and the battle for privacy reigns supreme!! natural deaths for the anarchists!! vegan terrorists corona virus rabbit testing isis flag plant double take in a british gay rally using shame to shun a female reporter https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3142221/CNN-confuses-black-white-flag-covered-sex-toy-symbols-ISIS-London-gay-pride-parade.html what the actual fuuuck ?????? anyway just something to think about. i have to dig for that not actually an isis gay flag link now and link the shame post https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/So_You%27ve_Been_Publicly_Shamed but holy hell man....

i mean wow this is just a few hours of chillin on my own using the internet and my mind, i wish i was housed like i have to go through the ads and bike around and im just so tired of traps and such. its hard gains when youre noticing specific perfume ingredients. i mean my mind is so blown and my shade spot is sunny so i have to go, before i you know, get cancer and mutate!!!!!ok i checked. its not getting cancer and mutating. its not carcinogenic to humans, its toxic to fresh water fish, like this delicious lookin bugger, lauscisus isus...say that again?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ide_%28fish%29

so its a no for laundry. lethal concentration for 50% of the animals, in this case this cute fresh water fish native to europe and asia waterways according to wikipedia, is LC50 - Leuciscus idus (Golden orfe) - > 22 - 44 mg/l - 96 h (msds found here http://finoric.com/Aromatics/Geranylnitrile.htm) so that means the fish die? in 1-96 hours of 22-44 mg in what? in the lake? you use .01% in the total fragrance concentration or less than that for the total but if its millions of people  (or even say 50,000 people using this laundry detergent for 40 years in one area) using it and all the washing machine run off goes through one area which seeps into the fresh water way a few kilometers over by underground passages and then these fish all die. wtf? cos this damn geranyl nitrile? damn! how did the fish die .... is the new why did the chicken cross the road?

omg i just should stop checking the new links as i go along

now i find ok supply chains. so this one supplier i find in the u.s. gets chems from india and china and this one indian patent is getting geranyl nitrile from essential oil https://www.allindianpatents.com/patents/195658-a-process-for-the-prepration-of-geranyl-nitrile-from-lemon-grass-oil  let me just keep reading this and ... does anyone want to get me lunch? i missed lunch again. ugh.
ok so it says here
"However isolation of citral from natural source such as essential oil of lemon grass may either be achieved by fractional distillation of the oil or by derivatisation such as bisulfite formation which is followed by liberation of citral by treatment with alkali solution. Lemon grass oil (Cymbopogon pendulus fam. Grahminae) contain almost 65-70% of citral which is a mixture of two stereoisomers, viz. citral a (65%) and citral b (35%) (Sharma, J.R., Lai, R.K. Mishra, H.O. and Naqvi, A., current science 197, 56, 30; and Patra, P and Dutta, P.K. Res. & Ind. 1986, 31, 358). "

so basically you can get geranyl nitrile from a natural source and it could be called a distillate of an essential oil of lemongrass, but this isolate is a known irritant to freshwater fish and soil pollutant which would seep into fish. its got a lemony fresh odor, its similar to lemonile in name/term (which i have but havent used cos its so strong and theres a note of metal in it that i find offensive to my nose even at the smallest concentration- i was nudged by pk paulkiler in basenotes to check it out at a low concentration, even in traces, so i havent tried it in formula in trace yet, but im smelling the dilution that i would use to be able to use it in trace and i already find it offensive like you somehow smell metal on your skin and you think of tetanus)

ok so now what? one ingredient ill remember not to try to use based on the ifra ban which ill trust because i havent found the fish study. and i need to go outside and ship some items. and eat something. maybe ill have some fish. i dont know anymore.....

Rare Canadian (Quebecois) Essential Oils Goldenrod, Fern, Firs......

last night i found another distiller from quebec this one is golden! as in GOLDENROD ESSENTIAL OIL AND FERN ESSENTIAL OIL can you imagine how many damn fronds you would need to collect to make fern essential oil?? I am a little annoyed that I found them because now I *NEED* to smell these things. Damn.

Now don't say I never helped you.

https://aliksir.com/

Please buy responsibly and ethically!
Do not resell these on etsy for $36 per .5ml like that lame violet glass person in the states.  She does NO FARMING whatsoever and simply does not deserve that money.she cant even edit her copy its all wrong spelling and bad grammar.  for all i know she bought it off those girls in cali. actually they have some pretty rare stuff.... but after i get the fern and decide which goldenrod to get i wont buy every zest either because instead i'll be working on remaking the gardenia perfume (magnolia) and the violet may rose (honey may) or maybe honey rose. how can i describe this delicious floral honey nectar of the goddesses we believe exist? made the formula twice, both were 100% love. some of the ingredients are roman chamomille (this is the only therapeutic oil in the blend) honeysuckle absolute, rose de mai, reseda absolute, mimosa absolute (accacia dealbata aka wattle) sandalwood (santal album) this is the commercial grade oil, which i find very good!! (no idea on the expensive grades actually) labdanum absolute... ok i could go on but these are the heavy hitters... this isnt a botanical perfume as it has some aromatic chemicals and actually i think i need to change the magnolan but with what???? i think im allergic to it is why. i need to finalize the dosage of magnolan since i am very skinsensitive. i love the stuff though and every perfume i made last year had the damn stuff in it.... all day long baby!

Rice Lotion

I made some last night while going through a bout of severe anxiety!
two bottles. one with half rice water and distilled, the other full rice water. there were other differences too. i like them both and will be using them in the washroom, so i put .20 germall plus but i think its too much, like, is my arm itching or am i thinking that cos i think i put too much in. is it a phantom itch. it wont be if its a rash. sometimes ill roll a j and not wash my hands and then scratch my arm or something then that part of my arm sometimes gets all blistery. same if i rub my eyes. obviously.
ok so the rice lotion, i made a new fougere the other night just willy nilly and it smells too muddled but its only been a couple days so itll change but i wanted to use it. anyway i put some in the rice lotion. cos i put cardamom benzoin and osmanthus i thought it would be like, food lotion, but then it really kind of smelled like food, with the niacinamide smell at the end of the delicate rice smell. lol. so i added some of the new fougere. so its like this really weird rice lotion gormand fougere? which doesnt even exist. i checked. and who would want to wear a gormand fougere? maybe i was trying for an oriental fougere but then i misclassified it. the smell of the niacinamide on my skin reminds me of this synthetic copal fragrance oil bought years ago for incense making, but chucked cos it was so offensive and strong and strange. couldnt read scents back then- im only starting to learn now... might have had a better chance being a scent reader if i had never smoked.
anyway so theres the gormand fougere rice lotion its got rosehip seed and meadowfoam as the precious oils, the bulk is a base of pumpkin seed and hemp seed and some mct and peach kernel. its a lot but i like it better than just one. im playing with the peach kernel ratio with the meadowfoam and almond oil for the slippery feel so its like mct is like peach kernel and meadowfoam is like almond. but i didnt use almond. it wouldve been perfect for my weird gormand fougere though.
the second rice lotions only got baobab as the precious oil and it feels super. also different ratios of the main oils and i used orris, benzoin, and this amber blend i made over the summer for personal use made of sandalwood vetiver and benzoin to scent the lotion.i mean the oils probably all infected and stuff with germs so its just mine and hope it wont contaminate my lotion? none of these lotions ive made turned moldy. thats a lie. i got a mold spot on this one reused plastic spray pump i was using for lotion. gross right. it was the THIRD time i reused it. ok that might be a lie. maybe two. it was reused. so none of the other ones turned moldy.... one bottle of very precious oils i gave to a friend vanished and i found it a year later behind the sofa tipped over and half spilled covered in dust? lol when i cleaned it and like swept and mopped that area it smelled so amazing and still super good? i was like, woah man. this is good stuff. and all the other lotions i gave him havent gone moldy despite the super conditions of his testing laboratory. they just went stale. its like you put this stuff in here for extreme temps and if it survives, its good. well the one he left in his friends car in the middle of summer lost some viscosity. lol. then they go stale with below .10 in an unsealed or not airtight and clear flimsy plastic with no sun protection. obviously. and the rose and violet leaf chunk i dropped into the void i saw a dreaded orange spot. so that kind of bummed me out. its the sunflower oil probably. its not on any of the bars i have all wrapped and stuff though, and its the only one that got a spot from the ones i gave him so i should give those rose bars away and just list new ones, i meant to send them as presents but that would suck cos they are the ones i listed but im not sure why, kind of like a hey look you should try to get going on making stuff again (coughs) (etsy). i made the most amazing packaging for the soaps now that ive practiced and the most recent one is so cute better than the last. havent even printed them. was tied up all day it was excruciating. hmm im super tired cos no eating cos too tired. hmm not very good is it. i really wanted to eat a bunch of wilted kale and parboiled rice. but ill have to settle for something else. like sleep.

Handmade Cameos - Forest Creatures, Kitsch, Kids, Girls Jewelry Components

Handmade cameos by Its Your Life Handmade

These might be the last for another long while because I think the images are in Manila... woops. 

Hey did you hear Holly Hobbie is going to be a live action TV series? Its on the family channel in Canada expected to air this fall! Pretty sweet huh. Its filming in Toronto right now ;D

I still have my Holly Hobbie vintage cameo collection and will make some sweet pieces to put up.

12 Handmade Cabochons - Animal, Bird, and Flower Cameos 25 x 18 mm 

cameo set for $25 on etsy 

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 Handmade Blue Tit Bird cameos
4 Blue Tit Cameos 25 mm round on etsy
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 Handmade Squirrel Cameos 25x18mm on shiny black (one is coated with matte varnish)
$10 on etsy
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 Handmade Squirrel Cameos on turquoise/aqua blue
$10 on etsy
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 Handmade Bird Cameos - a wren on a holly branch and another bird that I have forgotten the species on a pine branch
$16 on etsy
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 Handmade Fox Cameos
$20 on etsy
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 Handmade Deer Cameos
$11 on etsy
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 Handmade Vintage Floral Cameos - Roses, Daisies, Leaves on vintage swirl turquoise plastic cameos 12x17 mm for your designs
$15 on etsy
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 Handmade Bunny Cameos
$10 on etsy 
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as always, contact me for any requests and custom orders, shipping specifications and discounts.

taxes in canada

doing taxes is like
woah wtf
i got an accountant again last year when i was dead broke and on assistance
to prove to the lady that was hating on me that i wasnt frauding the government.
holy hell honestly
i wonder what that acronym can stand for h.h.h. it sounds like a ...
someone choking on soup.

turns out despite my chronic broke status, completely addicted to cigarettes, always trying a wine to see if ill like it, always hauling ass on transit, dead broke the whole damn time, i am still owing income tax. really justin? still owing income tax? oh yeah and if i buy weed at the dispensary its also taxed and those ones arent very good. yeah i understand that the roads need to be fixed and stuff like that but honestly putting this burden on individuals is stupid and overbearing. its less worse than the credit card and banks though, for sure. omg those are worse because of their collection tactics. they have horrible collection tactics and that is because they are not transparent. you pay taxes and you can find out where they are going. every cent. and the policies made to pay them are laid out by the politics. its not easy but its available and how the system works. meanwhile the banks and credit card companies are absolute terrorists taking your money and not telling you how its used at all. you wont know how your interest was made and you dont know their collection and information gathering tactics. its unnerving and it shouldnt be normal standard operating procedure.

yup thats my rant for the day while im hold in the hole with the tax people on the phone.

so i was reading in the paper about all those untested metal replacement hips that they installed into people needing them..only to all be recalled. what jerks...
so the danzig shakira mash up does it again. i watched it twice and it still cracks me up, like hysterically.
this is for all the canadians who need a replacement hip for their replacement hip.

newz

i woke up really early today. like maybe 6:30 and it looked like this:

you could see the shadow of the moon it was too cool...watching it fade....

made some its your life tags! i bought thses vintage brass charms on etsy and used the stamp alvaroo got me to make a set of tags! what work jeez! oxidized, sanded and lacquered and so nice! i did them at night though so i think i couldve sanded some of them a bit more but mostly they are i think perfect.

ugh um this os what my desk looks like.
as usual

omg lol wtf

omg triple rated XXX

i stamped the inside of this vintage brass "my diary" charm i oxidized and lacquered first but you can still see the stamp, though the 'its' part isnt as clear.

ohhhh  check out this vintage trim i found at the fabric shop near my hauz.... i totally bought out the retro dot trim it was like .39 cents a meter!!! its soo cute and cottony i think ill make a trim pouch... like is used to...and the bongga geo tribal shiz i thought of jodee

yup.
got my computer back.
i hope no one fux wit it again.... im not going to watch jack shiz anymore i promise. bububut...dexter. i really wanna see him kill colin hanks. ugh i hate that actor.

meanwhile making presents for christmas :)

and have updated the following shops:
(wait lemme link that up in a bit)
PRETTY FREEDOM

MIRACLE THIEVES

NATHALIE-ROZE & CO.

VIRGIN MARYS (Vancouver) Has stuff from Got Craft! I didnt take pics before sending :s but Jamie did really well. My faves are the vintage japanese glass fruit cameo pendant necklaces. I love those. I couldnt believe I found the cameos again.. and other pieces.. it was kinda late. I totally slacked and forgot to coordinate and get my stuff to Virgin Marys from the last fair!! But theres some stuff there now.

Christmas craft fairs!

Some fairs Its Your Life will be doing:

November 26 - Nathalie-Roze & Co. Crafternoon Tea
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Crafternoon-Tea-Leslieville/103734186361439

December 1 - Speak Easy Holiday Sale
http://www.blttogo.com/index.php

December 3 - Kapisanan Krismas Bazaar -167 Augusta Ave, Kensignton Market

December 4 - (Vancouver) Got Craft
http://gotcraft.com/vancouver

stay tuned...

new stuff in new places!

hey i brought some stuff to TheGOODS on broadway, cest la vie on main st, and room6 in deep cove, north van!
yup! (insert the gazillion pics i took, here, later)
oh yeah! i havent even blogged about the new store im in! its called room6
gaaahhh its SO NICE! room6 is in deep cove, north van! might i also mention room6 is a mecca for teh cute. zakka. stuffies. cards. undies. ceramics. art. clothing. accessories. jewellery. local amazingness. imported amazingness. omg, like, totally. i mean it! i know there are some IYL customers up there as ive sent packages to yous through the years... but duudes... getting there on public transit is ... but we wanted to go on a day date and we did! alvaro came so we could 'go kayaking' and 'maybe take a nap' (both did not happen as it is 'Winter Time')

man is it nice out there. we are going to go back to deep cove for some extra curricular activities when it gets sunnier.



aaannnnd im finally finishing up all the new designs for Dream!
finally!!!! gleep :S
(i just found a spool of chain i forgot i bought) (fixing the studio has major rewards)

might i also add i am now selling on Etsy again.
Supplies! Come buy them!
http://www.etsy.com/shop/itsyourlife

they are so unique, reasonable and super amazing, as usual!

Downtown Eastside Center for the Arts Jewlery Fundraiser!

The Jewelry Affair
is a silent auction this coming December 12th, 7:30pm~by donation at the Inter Urban Gallery on 1 East Hastings...

over 40 original pieces from local designers...
i donated one of the owl locket necklace found in my shop here

www.decentreforthearts.com

TUNES

http://www.radiozero.ca/

this blog is amazing!! omg.!!! the podcasts have a listen i love them!!!!