MAGIC MUSHROOMS GONNA BE APPROVED FOR GENERAL POPULATION SOON

 AND I QUOTE: "Oral psilocybin is showing itself to be clinically efficacious by producing statistically significant reductions in depression and anxiety symptoms over time versus control in multiple clinical trials. It has also been shown to reduce cigarettes per day and drinks per day in patients with substance use disorders. Thus far, there have been no significant adverse clinical events from psilocybin and there also have been no verifiable recorded deaths reported. Larger studies need to be performed before the drug can potentially become approved for use in the general population."

Hodge AT, Sukpraprut-Braaten S, Narlesky M, Strayhan RC. The Use of Psilocybin in the Treatment of Psychiatric Disorders with Attention to Relative Safety Profile: A Systematic Review. J Psychoactive Drugs. 2022 Feb 28:1-11. doi: 10.1080/02791072.2022.2044096. Epub ahead of print. PMID: 35225726.

Toronto Tool Library : community nights

o Yipee! I learned a new skill last night at the Danforth Tool Library community night! There  are three branches and i'm not sure if all of them have community night, but last night wow i was so helped by experts!! its great!! full shop and all the tools. Its $50 membership for a year to borrow tools - you can check the inventory online, and its $100 a month to use the full shop with 24/7 access. Just great!! Community night is free as pay what you can, from 5 or 7-10 p.m. and they are open from Tuesday to Sunday. I donated a tub of solder paste and am convinced i need at least a memebership. I wasn't sure at first if I would work on my project at home, if I took a membership to loan the tools, but when I got home to have dinner, I couldnt even eat I was so excited to keep working on my project. The femaursoulea! I hope im not getting ripped off :(. Remember how awful it was on etsy, all my designs constantly copied amd diluted to death. I imagine this is the rebirth of that prism triangle trend. Cos I never really caught on it till now. I dont even know what is tremdy anymore. Not that it matters, I suppose. A well made object remains well made, even in its decay.
Anyway this triangle. It was tricky to set up but after the third join it was just practise that was lacking!! a few months ago when i went crazy broke, i bought a brass rod at home depot...but the workshop attendant gave me a wire hanger to practise on. Did not think of that at all. I paid like 8-13 bucks for the brass rod. then of course i forgot the rod at the shop. Now I regret selling my old gold plating apparatus from that guy in langley. I wont forget it anyhow. So this piece is using the hanger, its steel wire according to the guy who expertly helped me, that's been coated with a brassy colour and lacquer or a plastic coating, i dont know actually if this stuff will come off with acetone? lol is it paint, i sanded it off the ends, then i tinned the ends with the soldering gun and then joined the corners while it was all clamped in place. freaking tricky!! but now that its done i think i can do it quickly. the advice and community presense and support was very helpful guidance! WOW I'M SO EXCITED i gave up sewing the shape cos it looks like a cat toy. not very exclusive or prestige.  i also had some gold finish liquid from lacy west or lacy, i cant remember when i bought this liquid, but i used it to change the colour of the solder which it did, a bit dull, and well this morning i repainted the worst joins with gold craft paint, and its also nice. i am stoked. next to learn after i make a full shape, is to learn the torch and hard solder. a bit more expensive, the silver solder, but that cones later. i guess this is picking up where i left off jewelry making wise. i want to see if the solder will stick to the cast alloy charms i have that have been plated or painted with a brassy finish. i mean who knows what these charms are made of. they are the ones i got from china at a very low cost because they are a soft metal. so for ornaments i guess, broaches, i am curious to put them together! they are not like the stamped brass charms from new york or rhode island... i will try to make a collage of charms and non metals.
but today i was considering if i should rent the tools or become a member. cos you can request to be a volunteier for ten hours and you get full access.  but i don't know. I was sick and still getting over it, im not really sure if it was my period syncing back to the full moon, but its almost synched again, this month was pretty synched and i have been feeling better. despite my strange illness and lapse I have been lucky that there are hobbies that call out to me and keep me interested in going through life with a view towards creating the good life I imagine.
anyway here is the start of a new shape. I have some new ideas on forming it. I'm not even sure if i posted the one sewn shape but I'm going to work on my projects with excitement now that i have melted metal on metal. i am a metal forming person!!! (newbie)

my first math puzzle drawing on felt

so i lost my mind but its getting back into shape

i came up with this weird totally sci fi theory
it goes like this
http://theconversation.com/why-the-earths-magnetic-poles-could-be-about-to-swap-places-and-how-it-would-affect-us-71910
so the magnetic polar shifts have something to do with the earths shape being oval as opposed to round. the dates coincide with the internet and i was thinking about how the internet made the telephone, radio, and print media go down, meanwhile it also caused a delay in time zones, im not sure where this idea came from but there you go, how the ionosphere is reducing alongside the polar shift, how time was lagging, did anyone else notice that, that everyone was off a few minutes, i tried to sync my clocks and they synched a few times and i figured they will always synch sometimes and come away from synching, so i was thinking the earths orbit around the sun and how time is measured by the suns rotation, or rather our rotation around the sun and how we measure that via the suns movement but i thought we were measuring the solar atmosphere and tilt, for time zones, and so the internet cables underground, the massive surges of electricity underground, using satellites in space, the reduction of radio waves above ground, how there was a massive block in east west communications in 2008, the recession, also surprisingly the polar shifts around the same time, and then i read the polar shifts are happening quicker now because they stopped speeding up for 150 years, http://modernsurvivalblog.com/pole-shift-2/alarming-noaa-data-rapid-pole-shift/
when i read that the last polar shift was 1860, i somehow thought of my math puzzle crafts project the femaursoulea and the pattern making, how you can get a 60 degree angle by folding a circle paper into half then into three, which make up two of the four points which are then doubled in alternating order. and playing with my paper model i came up with some drawings and this fun fan fiction of the lost scripture, the missing link, an apocalyptic future (very bleak). The shape and drawings made me realize you can make a perfect circle with this single line, its the chicken or egg but ball or stick, circle or line. which came first?
the pole shift coinciding with the collapse of the economy signals some kind of earth shape change and i was thinking how the last time the poles shifted the equator was top and the poles were equator (did i get that right) and i was looking at the globe and thought hey most of the water is on the bottom half of the world and what if when the poles shift, new antipodes occur and a manila toronto antipode becomes a center which causes the sunken cities of the pacific to rise and even out with the other side of the world which is all land mass and the world goes round again. its a really slow process according to that modern survival blog and nasa, hundreds of years, like by the time all those underwater cities are unearthed naturally, well i think we totally are speeding it up, this is the polar ice caps melting but some other area gets frozen snapping back the water.
its such an insane story
and there are so many details left out
but isnt it something to think about
how we must adhere to our roots in order to properly maintain the future
recycling for example, the loss of educated peoples using various languages is in decline, maths, sciences, and reproductive education worldwide, in areas that i imagined are to be affected, are in decline, its a terrifying reality thinking that there will be a worldwide catastrophe but according to our history, our media dreams are telling me that there must have been some kind of wormhole loop or some kind of time travel that happened, now wouldnt that be cool, what if the underground internet, the underground banks of seeds and data, are what time capsules are and thats what reactivates the planet at a very future age, and the time hole caused the internet to reveal itself into the future! homagawd
sometimes we think we are playing games, seeing ghosts, but what if what we are doing is going through interdimentional alternate realities and how sometimes we have problems with technology and sleep cycles waking up groggy, not remembering what we were doing, is like dejavu because in an alternate reality with no time the future is exactly like the past and present, what if sometimes were playing a game but its actually real in the future? what if all the people playing war games now are playing real war games in the future, killing millions of people? what if sci fi games now are real in the future, and film and movies are how the future educates the blind masses. did anyone notice how the internet is totally false now, it is difficult to discern the truth, social media has removed real life connections and increased bullying causing massive strain on brainwaves of educated people across the globe, in effect the internet is making us dumber the longer we stay on it, we lose our sense of time and groundedness to our reality of being an animal living on planet earth for all time.
its a very long and difficult thing to map out. meanwhile has anyone noticed the super mario like pipes across leslieville and the downtown east side? i think there is one on spadina, anyway i thought they were magic portals around the city that if you get the timing right you pass one and come out another end of the neighbourhood! but i heard they are air vents for the drainage to the lake, to keep the water moving when they get flooded.
i prefer the magic portal east side mario style. my friend asked me if the super mario tubes were east side mario but i looked it up and couldnt find anything online.
ok this is my story do not pass it on without my consent lol
piece something together yourself and i would love to hear about the details

here are some links that i found to touch on the subject

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Great_Recession
http://www.conservapedia.com/Recession_of_2008
https://wattsupwiththat.com/2008/12/16/earths-magnetic-field-has-massive-breach-scientists-baffled/comment-page-1/
https://www.nasa.gov/topics/earth/features/2012-poleReversal.html
http://www.phy6.org/Educatcc/Sconct19.htm
http://modernsurvivalblog.com/pole-shift-2/alarming-noaa-data-rapid-pole-shift/ 
https://archive.org/stream/eathsshiftingcru033562mbp/eathsshiftingcru033562mbp_djvu.txt
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2008_submarine_cable_disruption
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disdyakis_triacontahedron (the shape in round form)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tetrakis_hexahedron (the shape in cube/square form)
remember how i couldnt find the shape, i found it but lost it again, but also i wanted to call it femaursoulea lol the house of the human soul
omg! im looking for articles to read so i can turn off my data tethering, and found this
https://www.extremetech.com/extreme/244221-south-africa-may-epicenter-geomagnetic-pole-reversal-progress
http://www.salon.com/2017/02/08/does-an-anomaly-in-the-earths-magnetic-field-portend-a-coming-pole-reversal_partner/
http://yournewswire.com/nasa-warn-that-earth-is-soon-going-to-experience-a-full-pole-shift/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pole_shift_hypothesis

so these are articles to read ey? ! to be completely honest i havent read all the links to full. there are some super technical links there for study, and a book with a forward by einstein. so yeah. my story is based on a fantasy based reality, its a fan fiction based on my identity crisis and menstrual cycle change and loss of sleep cycles, finding out how this happened to me, how this became some kind of obsession that i am recovering from.

im going to go chill now, and post the pics in the next post.