CRASH: Thus, Y2K

probably the bank is the one who stole the money from all the casinos theyre the ones who started this mess by standing up for the indian girl who committed fraud while i was talking to her on the phone :/ as customer service. wtf bank. fuck no wonder people hate banks. every tent encampment is actually a revival of wall street back in the 90s or early 2000s remember that whole oust bankers thing they camped out on wall street ??? fucking assholes i dont doubt the bank pumped maRs the ad agency to make a gazillion ads on every cash game that is miscategorized as a casual or action game instead of casino in the app store. their skirting the categories leaves them room to make questionable casino advertisments served in ontario and thats against the agco’s rules. the bank and its marketing efforts ey. what do you think of my theory. id ask you to paypal me but its the bank that is stealing my casino wins that are sent out via etf because interac looks to be peoples trust which is visa and they collaborate on data for fraud checking. the issue im having is how the bank keeps fucking with me every time time does its little jolt ⚡️ and we go either backwards/forwards in time without succession so we do the same things over again without really noticing because it just happened or it happened the day before or we just keep going and pick up the pieces as we go along (my theory) so what happens here? i have a theory because it was clearly shown to me by example while i was homeless and witnessed this exact event as it keep coinciding with my understanding of the time. i used to be very good at keeping time and could wake every morning quite accurately at 5.6.7 whatever early time as long as i had the time the night before or i wake at the crack of dawn. the second a trace of sunlight touches my face my eye bolt open and im awake what. so in 2017 after i synched the three clocks and accidentally made halifax the same time zone on my laptop (not brackens old laptop and not the one i had been given - a macbook pro, but the one that alvaro bought to replace ny second one because he smashed mine on a bed frame and in a flash of guilt bought me anew refurbished in box macbook pro. that laptop) i did notice my timing was off because time snapped and i saw the start of it by coincidence on time and date . com as i was watching the suns rotation on it (it used to show the degrees of the angle of sunlight and earth axis in succession on time and date . com and one day i was watching it for a really long time and started seeing the pattern of numbers and then one second i saw a differnt number and slowly the pattern became jagged like and i realized time had just be len broken and fastforwarded like it jumped. i didnt think the two event were caused by each other but i think they might have been. i caught a huge rift in time AND synchronization and i think it was worldwide. it is within this space that the indian hackers are able to crack pages open because the time there is left blank- it simply doesnt exist. they (time keepers and systems) didnt add extra time to time to account for these irregularities maybe. but i did catch it and i have proof. wait. i just checked and i cant find it. i think someone stole it a while ago - ill have to keep looking but i caught the rift i paid for parking you know those parking meters some body stole my proof theyre probably reading this and are going to steal my story again but i want to tell the public. i caught the rift by paying for parking from the parking meters i saved those reciets the ones you put on your dashboard. in succession i walked along christie area past the park and paid along the entire way for parking just so id have those receipts as proof and somebody stole it from my documents. there was a growing misprint i noticed it on fast food receipts and knew it was the same thing and if not mitigated would end in disaster. thus Y2K. a mis-synch.

Attachment Styles....

i figured out whats wrong with me!
complex post traumatic stress disorder
with a preoccupied attachment style. my chart is off the hook on fear/anxiety in regards to my mother. duh.... but luckily, i have an extremely secure attachment style to my father and in turn translates to an excellent attachment style with friends... but my poor romantic partners suffer my preoccupied anxiety! like, omgz lol wtf and am i dreaming or did i find out whats wrong with me for real ?

this wonderful resource tells about attachment styles and also has tests! i love tests. you can download the test as a document and keep it. no tracking shite on this site it is totally LEGIT
http://internal.psychology.illinois.edu/~rcfraley/attachment.htm



Aliveness,
exploration
Aliveness,
energy
Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?

Aliveness,
exploration
Fulfillment,
creativity

Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Or are you toxic for me?
Will you betray my confidence?

Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Or are you toxic for me?
Will you betray my confidence?

Naming things is empowering
I balance,
walk and co-or-din-ate myself alone

Aliveness,
energy

Healthy dependence
And healthy independence
And healthy assurances

This love's a nameless dream
And healthy boundaries
And how long would you miss me

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written by
FRASER, ELIZABETH/GUTHRIE, ROBIN/RAYMONDE, SIMON
a day or so ago i asked the i ching something. it gave me hexagram 50.4> 44 re: inquiring if someone has a personality disorder> which in turn essentially reflects my self...anyway, i got this hex before. it is the same hexagram, different changing line. the only other labeled hexagram post i make on my blog. that post i made in 2008, that same thread i read over 2 years ago- applies/parallels so hard core right now it is uncanny. i am stunned at the "hello" of synchronicity.

pigeons

i hate em

edit: *i found an excellent way to rid your balcony of pigeons! all day till its night time. by then they have found somewhere else to roost for the night...

shiny foil plastic happy birthday banner at the dollar store, cut it into long strips about 1 cm thick and about 15-20 inches long. we tied and taped the bundles of strips on the balcony rails. when the sun and wind hit the streamers the pigeons hate it and they stay away!!!! YAY!!!! but damn is it ever so ugly.... we also bought 3 disco balls but have yet to attach them to hang from the balcony ceiling. the shine and light movement is what the pigeons dont like!

OH> MY> GOD!!!!

thanks to nancey pelosi (on yuotube) for uploading:
51 Filipino Workers kidnapped to work on US Embassy in Baghdad:


♥ lochli23's channel..where i found this video:
http://www.youtube.com/user/lochli23