CRASH: Thus, Y2K

probably the bank is the one who stole the money from all the casinos theyre the ones who started this mess by standing up for the indian girl who committed fraud while i was talking to her on the phone :/ as customer service. wtf bank. fuck no wonder people hate banks. every tent encampment is actually a revival of wall street back in the 90s or early 2000s remember that whole oust bankers thing they camped out on wall street ??? fucking assholes i dont doubt the bank pumped maRs the ad agency to make a gazillion ads on every cash game that is miscategorized as a casual or action game instead of casino in the app store. their skirting the categories leaves them room to make questionable casino advertisments served in ontario and thats against the agco’s rules. the bank and its marketing efforts ey. what do you think of my theory. id ask you to paypal me but its the bank that is stealing my casino wins that are sent out via etf because interac looks to be peoples trust which is visa and they collaborate on data for fraud checking. the issue im having is how the bank keeps fucking with me every time time does its little jolt ⚡️ and we go either backwards/forwards in time without succession so we do the same things over again without really noticing because it just happened or it happened the day before or we just keep going and pick up the pieces as we go along (my theory) so what happens here? i have a theory because it was clearly shown to me by example while i was homeless and witnessed this exact event as it keep coinciding with my understanding of the time. i used to be very good at keeping time and could wake every morning quite accurately at 5.6.7 whatever early time as long as i had the time the night before or i wake at the crack of dawn. the second a trace of sunlight touches my face my eye bolt open and im awake what. so in 2017 after i synched the three clocks and accidentally made halifax the same time zone on my laptop (not brackens old laptop and not the one i had been given - a macbook pro, but the one that alvaro bought to replace ny second one because he smashed mine on a bed frame and in a flash of guilt bought me anew refurbished in box macbook pro. that laptop) i did notice my timing was off because time snapped and i saw the start of it by coincidence on time and date . com as i was watching the suns rotation on it (it used to show the degrees of the angle of sunlight and earth axis in succession on time and date . com and one day i was watching it for a really long time and started seeing the pattern of numbers and then one second i saw a differnt number and slowly the pattern became jagged like and i realized time had just be len broken and fastforwarded like it jumped. i didnt think the two event were caused by each other but i think they might have been. i caught a huge rift in time AND synchronization and i think it was worldwide. it is within this space that the indian hackers are able to crack pages open because the time there is left blank- it simply doesnt exist. they (time keepers and systems) didnt add extra time to time to account for these irregularities maybe. but i did catch it and i have proof. wait. i just checked and i cant find it. i think someone stole it a while ago - ill have to keep looking but i caught the rift i paid for parking you know those parking meters some body stole my proof theyre probably reading this and are going to steal my story again but i want to tell the public. i caught the rift by paying for parking from the parking meters i saved those reciets the ones you put on your dashboard. in succession i walked along christie area past the park and paid along the entire way for parking just so id have those receipts as proof and somebody stole it from my documents. there was a growing misprint i noticed it on fast food receipts and knew it was the same thing and if not mitigated would end in disaster. thus Y2K. a mis-synch.

anti drug philippines and its meth crisis

 i think they should legalize cannabis to combat methamphetamine hydrochloride use in the masses. do it up like thailand where local growers passing standardization tests can sell their plants to the government facilitate laboratory experimentation with all aspects of cannabis in context to modern times and actual useage rate due to large hemp production in the country

https://www.officialgazette.gov.ph/2001/07/04/letter-of-instruction-no-1-s-2001/

to note this order is from 2001 and the next year i moved to canada and in 2003 its reported that meth arrived in vancouver 

now we have a opioid crisis because street dealers often sell meth and fentanyl same time as well as meth being dilutant and fentanyls high concentration makes the smallest contamination of fentanyl in meth turn meth into low dose fentanyl also we have huge amount of new cannabinoids diluted in meth and these are legal as not classified as illegal substances great time to experiment making research chemicals for smaller cannabis niche careers but also tricky as these research chemicals can me sold as crystal meth and the buyers are none the wiser and may be smoking cocaine or worse yet bath salts pcp china white and other extremely strong phychadelic hallucinogens imagine an entire population of meth addicts all got dosed on pcp same weekend? string of bizarre robberies. were all dead. any point is i should go to bed now got some maps to consider.

ps very scary drugs out there this ban is essential in a place like the philippines where huge portions of the population could be dosed and experimented on unbeknownst to the victims or the general population due to lack of identification of altered mind states from lack of experience. for example when i was kept homeless i was sure i was dosed with a plethora of substances one of them i think made me slow moving for a week straight like i wouldnt move for all day and i also noticed a lot of people were stuck or slow moving. i used to shout at them yo slow mover, get the fuck out of here, cos idontknow why but they scared me. another was fentanyl for sure and there was a few times on pcp for sure and i think one time on lsd. lucky me i got some experience but holy shit man unknown and unaware its not cool. problem is lack of education, access, too many people, they arent ready for harm reduction, what they need is cannabis legalization. 

also i heard afghanistan is making ephedrine as their main farmed cash crop now that opium is out of fashion due to fentanyls extreme concentrations killing everyone and out selling the natural sap

Indie Playlist | Best of April 2021

thank god blogger is one of the share buttons on my pc. i hate not having it as my go to log for sharing because sometimes years later i revisit my posts and marvel at my brazen shit talk and laugh and laugh and laugh. its good to find some funny memes or whatever. playlists. memories of stupid boys. love notes for patrice. that kind of shit. poems, where are all my so bad poetry inklings. those poems were bad. admit it.

Politits Art Work Its!

*new* links added to the titles. click on links to go to shop listing (the pics are still kinda messed up cos i named them all wrong ill be updating that in a bit)

"Look Out For It"

"Jaws"

"Yeah You Know Me" aka "I Thought The OP Was Owen Pallet"

"Waffles Unknown Person"

"MJ Nice Guy"

"Scream, Who Are They?"

"Turtles"

"Silly"

"Control Me Control You"

"Did You Say Chardonnay?"

"Should've Believed You"

"Come Back"

"Cousins"

"All Your Fake Jobs Are belong To Us"

ok so these are $5 each pick up and ill put them up online later (they $7 online) (have to finish my laundry and eat something goddamn i am so hungry again. i just wanna eat pizza but should proly make something. i bought some chickens and i wanted to make fried chicken or adobo or something like that. i kinda wanted to make hainanese chicken but fried chicken and just have the broth rice and cabbage soup and the ginger, soy sauce and chili dip. mmm damn thinking about it already i just wanna go home and do that now.

Attachment Styles....

i figured out whats wrong with me!
complex post traumatic stress disorder
with a preoccupied attachment style. my chart is off the hook on fear/anxiety in regards to my mother. duh.... but luckily, i have an extremely secure attachment style to my father and in turn translates to an excellent attachment style with friends... but my poor romantic partners suffer my preoccupied anxiety! like, omgz lol wtf and am i dreaming or did i find out whats wrong with me for real ?

this wonderful resource tells about attachment styles and also has tests! i love tests. you can download the test as a document and keep it. no tracking shite on this site it is totally LEGIT
http://internal.psychology.illinois.edu/~rcfraley/attachment.htm



Aliveness,
exploration
Aliveness,
energy
Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?

Aliveness,
exploration
Fulfillment,
creativity

Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Or are you toxic for me?
Will you betray my confidence?

Are you the right man for me?
Are you safe? Are you my friend?
Or are you toxic for me?
Will you betray my confidence?

Naming things is empowering
I balance,
walk and co-or-din-ate myself alone

Aliveness,
energy

Healthy dependence
And healthy independence
And healthy assurances

This love's a nameless dream
And healthy boundaries
And how long would you miss me

-

written by
FRASER, ELIZABETH/GUTHRIE, ROBIN/RAYMONDE, SIMON
a day or so ago i asked the i ching something. it gave me hexagram 50.4> 44 re: inquiring if someone has a personality disorder> which in turn essentially reflects my self...anyway, i got this hex before. it is the same hexagram, different changing line. the only other labeled hexagram post i make on my blog. that post i made in 2008, that same thread i read over 2 years ago- applies/parallels so hard core right now it is uncanny. i am stunned at the "hello" of synchronicity.

SHOP UPDATE??!! OMG!!!11!!1

blue trees in esfahan....


oh yes see im getting back in it and have updated the shop with new pouches and a bag. will be taking and tweaking pics and posting new items all this week and i swear to allah of all the flaky things i do im not flaking on this. this is true. man midoonam.

ok! click on the bags and pouches pics to go to the shop page or click HERE to go the New products section of my shop!

i didnt iron for the pics and theres a couple wrinkly items so im going to have to iron everything...ugh. but! finally will use the cute spray bottle fabric starch i got in daiso for the spray bottle. hmm. i guess itll take a while to just have the spray bottle but if i start starching the shit outta all the pouches im sure itll get outta there in no time and i have my spray bottle... um, ok.

meanwhile the blim fair was sweet! was freaking as usual making stuff and thought i didnt have enough stuff but when i set up i was totally overwhelmed at how much crap i had on the table jeez! i was by myself coz simon was sleeping and (see story below) so i kind of felt unmotivated to go outside and set up so i was like the only person inside.....



i dont know if that was good thing or not but i guess otherwise id be in the sun, duh, i dont know or think i would have minded actually..... but yeah........
so now i really have to get in touch with barefoot contessa and update shops...
i finally heard from someone that recognized my stuff from plenty! at the blim fair. duh. i totally forgot i was in plenty and didnt tell girls that asked what shops i was in. anyway. also im running out of calling cards. i dont think i want to get moo cards again, i mean i do but they are expensive. so yeah..

updating the shop all this week and will be posting a pic of the new prizes i said id do for this month of may!!!
new jewelry is going straight into and dawanda shop and going to post the blythe clothes on the TIB forum... and im even thinking about paying my etsy bill and listing items on there again. not sure though. i mean, ill pay,but dont know if i want to list....i think i might list jewelry on etsy again when i make 1,500 sales (3 items away) they unmuted my friends and muted someone i didnt particularly like at all and so that in itself really makes me feel heartened an encouraged to relist and sell on etsy again. im so weird and emo and off topic.




~~drunken simon story~~ the other night before the fair, simon went with his friends to see cool herc. so i was like totally up making stuff all night so i was still awake when he got home at 4am completely drunk. teehee lots a laughs and story time then he goes to bed. im still up making stuff and like no longer than 20 mins. later i hear simon get up and move around the room and then i hear PEEING and crinkling plastic sound. i was like 'what the hellar you doing in there simon??!!!111!!!' so i go and check him out and he is standing in the corner where the wire mesh trashbin is at and he is peeing freely and quite happily into the haphazardly placed plastic bag. so of course i am like "oh my god simon stop that right now and go to the fucking bathroom!!!!1!!!111" so then he totally says 'ok' stops peeing and staggers to the bathroom and finishes peeing! he then goes back into the room and im like: 'simes get that frikkin piss bin outta the room it'll stink up the place!' and i go check on him while im saying this but not a second after i finish my horrified whine simon is contentedly snuggling up into the bed dreamily saying 'what piss bin...zzzzzzzz'

omg