more missing items

 one slipper i use for showering

my brass heart miniture spoon its vintage i bought it on ebay

my month worth of pseudoehedrine

every single marijuana baggie and recyclable container i have been collecting since about 2013 or so to document all the marijuana strains i smoked. all gone.

i have been finding stuff missing every single day since i moved here to dovercourt in kun wangs house. i found him in a mcleans article regarding his big circle gang about synthetic drugs from china.

i dont know who these bullies he hires to live here are. i dont know what to do anymore. all the fake guy friends threaten me all the time specially billy and porkchop. i am being threatened by tall unfriendly arrogant black men inside the house, the kitchen, the bathroom. there is a latino seeming couple upstairs who also threatens me, the guy always threatens me when i am inside my room and he iswith his woman who stole the living room and extra washroom upstairs. 

please send help did you see my twitter i think this is bangsimoro lanao del norte and they terrorists were using fake identities and something to do with film production to trick people into bullying me non stop

Disassociative Amnesia

learned a new term today, still reading about it, and then i remember all the parts i forgot. well i dont actually. but now i have a term for not remembering long periods of time, or how i come to the new month or year without forming a long term memory of the month or year prior. im a goldfish. damn.

happy valentines day btw
for my own gift to myself im cleaning the house so i can have a nice time rolling on the dust mite free floor. was just reading a study on atopic dermatitis and it spoke of dust mites from dogs. gross. and i thought of that night i went to use the washroom and didnt wear my slippers and when i got back into bed i thought i felt my feet itchy and got so grossed out i sprayed them with alcohol then they didnt itch anymore and i realized ive only mopped the floor twice and not one of those times was with borax nor bleach blech. so im wiping surfaces today, reducing the dust that harbors mites and bacteria, cleaning the air at source. or something. im taking my lunch break and there are 5 minutes left before i get back to the grind of whirlwinding around in circles, wiping, and picking things up and putting them somewhere else. happy valentines day to me. im looking forward to the cleared mind state because i havent finished the coat due to zipper attachment anxiety.