I do not own itsyourlifeshop dot com for many years now

I do not own itsyourlifeshop(dot)com please note, itsyourlifeshop(.)com
I do not own this anymore. some kind of asian japanese looking site has bought my url and has been using it. my links now profit somebody else. meanwhile let me eat another package of fuckin instant noodles cos im so broke.
PLEASE NOTE my old website IS NOT MINE ANY LONGER
please do not get tricked.
If you need to contact me, post a comment on this blog and I will get back to you on email or via comment reply.
THANK YOU
i will fix my online life when i hire someone. i am too tired from the abuses to do it myself at the moment. Thanks.

switching from a human reality to being made into a corporate bot

im having such a hard time with google and privacy and passwords
fuck its ruining my life
honestly the time spent on coming up with passwords and avoiding feeling trolled online is the biggest scam on the planet.
no one uses their time properly because we are all glued to a fuckin corporation that profits off our disassociation with our physical reality.
facebook is creeping me out.
someone else is using my email account on another facebook and i cannot confirm or recover it via that email. facebook is refusing me access to business page asking me for tax information. what the actual fuck. blogger was switched over to google and now accessing my freaking dashboard is a constant hell on earth.
i dont know how to function as a safe person anymore. the amount of scammers online outnumbers the real people trying to connect with other real people.
i cant connect with anyone online without doing a double take.
when my computer got hacked years ago and my email was being used to send out spam is when all of my stalker creepy problems happened. also saying no and refusing to accept some mens advances cause me a lot of problem with their malicious forms of ego revenge.
i want the world to be safe and nice and real and true. its not reality. is thinking this way the fantasy that never happens?
yes it may well be. being lazy on keeping up to date with the privacy updates and need to make sure your account is really yours is why i am at a loss for safety.
why is all of this privacy double checking and two step confirming and whateverelse always on the user. is it because its free to use? but it isnt. the amount of data mined off people is disgusting. its on us to allow these companies to profit off our lives?
why is life like this?
because we are using the internet?
instead of ballpems and pages of notebooks? because we dont read books we read captcha and logins?
my life....
what i really need to do is figure out a way to rid myself of my internet addiction!
its the main cause of my distress.
i tried to rid myself of it by not getting internet at home but all it did was make me freak out about every single thing i do online.
i used to live my business online. everyone switched from emailing each other to using social media and all that did was revoke our privacy.
its not easier communicating on social media, its harder. youre not having a conversation with your friends and family, your having a conversation with corporations and banks and cops and governments. its DISGUSTING. honestly. i need to find real people and i havent in a long while. i think all the humans died or something and have been transformed into bots for these entities.

for example here is facebook refusing me access to my own business page. they are requesting official identity documents from the government? lmao wtf
CREEPY and PHISHING and just appalling. obviously facebook is 100% bogus and only here to do a disservice to people. forcing people to give up their lives and then refusing them access to their own hard work. fucking disgusting.

i have sewn the shape again!

its ...ok.

needs more attentiveness and work!

i posted a video of the shape on my twitter.... i honestly dont even know why i am still using social media like a child. my faith in internet privacy and communication security has been shattered.

i cannot bring myself to be as blind as i was, putting my trust and faith in people and institutions that do not give an absolute damn about me.

its pretty tragic. real life isnt that fun with zero trust.

going back to my roots, writing letters, calling people on the phone, visiting friends "because you were in the neighbourhood and thought to stop by" sad part is those days are long gone.

i dont even have a dictionary at home, i use the computer and phone for everything. i just dont have any tactile "factual" information on hand anymore. no reference books, no science books, nothing really but fiction. an education is an expensive thing.

im not sure if its my lost faith in our institutions or if its because i stopped using the internet obsessively, either way i lost my connection to how the modern world turns. i logged off and logged out and tuned out. now i cant get back to that level of belief anymore. its taking too long to get back to where i was, that point of pure trust in the freedom of expression and belief in the people around us.

disenchanted is the word i was looking for.

you put your whole life online and get nothing for it.

you put all your work online to show off to yourself how you can make your own image and read back and between your old diary posts and wonder, how am i still alive? its magic!