gambling industry using my sound bites to harass my family

I think the gambling industry is using my soundbites when they steal my bets to harass my family. I'm not fucking kidding. I'm not fucking around either. I'm being stolen from and I'm being used to terrorize people that I care for by the gambling industry and their partners.

name change

i think im going to change my name to include my moms name again instead of my first two given names because of a plethora of reasons namely to leave out nicole so as to provide me with an extra layer of protection against being found in order to be targeted and manipulated for fodder. this is a serious problem of mine, third parties. also my blog name nicoletirona is some weird advert blog page now and i cant figure out how to fix it or make it redurect to me now. anyway nicole tirona doesnt exist in documents anymore because i added michelle because of all the trauma from police etc using the name michelle to call me and also brutalize me. weirds. anyway if someone calls me michelle i know to be official about stuff and vice versa. beware fake nicole callers i can hear it in your tone and approach so dont try it unless i reintroduce myself. and i dont want my moms name away from me at all times so this way its right up there in officializing my identity. again. because so much got fucked up in my personal cloud making and arrangements because of third parties so much so that i have got nothing to show by means of friends who know. friends these days arent that close and in consequence a lot of what i was doing and aiming for amd trying to do with the satellite map is lost through time and forgotten by me which leaves me in lurch for self confidence to stand up for myself. like when twitter inhibited me from using my account or when facebook and instagram locked me put because of indian staff descitions. i lost my 20 year old kajiji account for some indian type guy assuming i was a hooker in missed connections because he sexualized my posting for the man on the bus and his cultural background in descition making took over his north american job and he misinterpreted my post as some kind of covert escort posting and he closed my account. what a fucking massive insult and totally slimey and disgusting of kajiji it was nothing of the sort and i was despertely trying to find him lol anyway we will never know because craigslist did the same thing to me but worse. social media is kind of disgusting and slimey now as other people are delegating your media and dictating their actions as bona fide. putrid. so my name needs to be changed to michelle godinez tirona and all the old vancouver nicole tirona while not a mistake wont be connected to michelle godinez tirona unless by fathers name alone. because papa, you ditched. anyway i should het more work accomplished like doing laundry and focusing on just play tasks for some change.

Financial abuse and bullying

It's obvious I'm being bullied nonstop by these gaming operators and casinos. I cannot play any game. They keep only taking my money. They do not do anything else. They take the money immediately and it's obvious I'm being bullied by them. They are financially abusing me and I'm sick of it. They've been doing it for two years now I am fucking sick of it. I have given so much of my money up because what am I gonna do anytime I stand up for myself in any of these casinos they see the game is always the right one and I'm in the wrong even though the game is always only stealing my money every single casino any game it's like they've all ganged up against me and they're bullying me now all of them. I cannot play casino anymore because they are just stealing my money nonstop. They don't provide any wins. They don't provide any entertainment. They don't provide anything. They just take my money and don't do anything. I'm being financially bullied because I use gambling as therapy as a replacement for therapy. I use it as therapy to make me feel better. I play for a long time until my mood changes but now I cannot do that anymore because the games are completely all unfair and I am just losing the money and my mood changes into worse. They are terrorizing me. They are bullying me. They're isolating me and terrorizing me and bullying me. I cannot handle it. I need someone to help me. I wish I had some support. I want to sue the gambling industry for financially terrorizing me.

oh, I'm just so bored and so extremely lonely

new side hustle

so today i have accomplished packaging almost 100 balls of pure fasinating joy. i bought a vending machine and am in the process of finding a til in a salon or shop to receive them. but my heart is set on any good salon along yonge street central. stomping grounds. since they are mainly rings!!! a nail salon will be purrrfect. now of course in my haste i failed to snap individual pics but most of the watch rings are unique sets of 2 or 4 and many individual stand alone designs!! there is a red hello kitty watch in there even !!! other balls are tinanium diamond rings and diamond earrings. there is one sun catcher in silver in there but i might swap it out for a necklace. and a set of miniture bottle necklaces i will attempt to solder the necks of the bottles for the bail with copper tape and silver rings to slip the chain on. hmmmm i kind of want to maybe make jewelry again but will see how the desk works out with the soldering station in place. yay here are ze baubles !!

lyrics for a read later

https://duckduckgo.com/?q=ice+ice+baby+lyrics&ia=web&iax=lyrics i wonder if david bowie and freddie mercury and all those other writers ever rapped ice ice baby together ever been to miami beach (the lake front) in ontario? i have never but sure wanta go

new crack

have you guys tried bidding in polly.com????? its like ebay on crystal, new york edition.

what i wrote

did you read what i wrote i must have been half asleep or something hahaha wtf?????

how social media hampers participation

i hate how social media dictates how you are to people you are interacting with. it doesnt matter if the person murdered your entire family, if you're swearing at them- you're the criminal. just now i tried posting this picture of the pot im currently enjoying: see this pic, nothing wrong with it just a bad pic of a dried flower bud that has been crushed on a laminate table top. but look at what facebook does to me. facebook killed alfie lopez. i dont doubt they stressed him out so much and let hackers fuck with him using copied profiles. anyway again back on track grrr facebook censors me like this:

see what i mean? for fucking hell. just because they are monitoring me because of what the fuck ever reason they have to continuously fuck with me and stop me from communicating with people im connected to on there. they do shit like this to me non stop and when i became homeless a few years ago it was worse. they love to find vibrancy and life and they camp out and feed on it micromanaging it stealing it basically and they do shit like this. im not even going to bother mentioning canada? cannabis? or the fact that there is absolutely nothing wrong with my post. but just to fuck with me and harm me, some loser asswipe in a country where weed is still illegal judges my fucking completely legal and mild praise posting and censors me two times. was all i gave it. the internet connection is totally fine, even too quick to censor. so what is the problem here. i deleted it. need it for my new redbubble items though. just like facebook there is the censoring on x, formerly twitter, but the censoring on x is completely reasonable and comic because they only censor me when im swearing sarcasm for example telling pragmatic play to "go die kill yourself leave" garnered me a hefty 12 hour fine after i delete my post. like some kind of super tolerant and almost bored school nanny x always is monitoring the tone and content never context because thats like facebook. facebooks censoring is super randon and erratic as if various teams or people were assigned to my rentention and consistency was not the key. x though might be like a grok but facebook might be like swim coach efrens twin ate.

how to participate

This is what I did 1 use the same username or I had one account that I remained active the whole time this would be my YouTube or my blogger and I maintained the same avatar tied to my real name or is like my real identity, but I'm maintained it by updating and making sure that it was still running or whatever like I'm not gonna delete my YouTube account and why would I delete my Google account? 2 participated in blogs or forums using these account accounts or these sign in partner accounts 3 relentlessly mapped my Google map map and would take photos and upload them on Google maps directly 4 put my name up on Google maps as to where I live not everybody would want to do this, but it's pretty awesome knowing your neighbours like that and then when you see them or come across them, you have something to talk about because you saw what they posted on the Internet like that but people don't participate here 5 bought water charts for all of the waterways around Toronto, and also the St. Lawrence River because I wanted to map it for my friend who has a farm property up the St. Lawrence River on both sides of the river, but he says they cannot build a bridge 6 with the purchased water charts through the app the app together a very, very large map based on the water charts that I purchased with this map I was able to lay down there a satellite image from the water to the land for Toronto. This became very monumental because immediately all the maps updated Google maps update updated first and then Apple Maps updated after. 7 downloaded actually I did this a long time ago before any of this other mapping stuff but I downloaded satellite app and SkyView apps to jio locate myself against satellites and stars 8 sometimes I yell a lot and one time I think I caught a drone or a satellite. I call it Squidward if you've seen him anyway I think he heard me and he stopped Squidward did so maybe you can try doing something similar. Also a few times I've talked to larger birds like a hawk and other large birds like seagulls and small birds to like cardinal red cardinal sometimes with come and visit me after I counted numbers for a longer period of time then I would normally and I would find something weird with how I counted it. A cardinal would appear. It was very strange. I haven't done that in in a little bit so maybe I should go outside and count some numbers again. 9 nine when I was homeless for about three years, all I did was walk around the city with my Google maps on and it was tracking my walkways and paths so I got a really large sprawling map 10 take trains, the goat train or any train with your GPS on and go really far out of the city and then come back another way or the same way it's up to you or is it I think it's actually up to the train driver 11 if you notice something strange and you think you understand, something that most people around you in public or even in your private circle, don't understand if you see something strange try to fix it if you can or find the person who is meant to fix it and signal to them that you think something is a mess at what you are understanding from what you think needs fixing it's not nosey if it's public I found something a long time ago and it did something and then it catalyzed another thing to what we have today me writing this list down 12 sometimes you have weird stuff on the Internet because of your network sometimes your network is switched because I don't know. I think it's transit when you take the subway sometimes your network is sketchy because of the apps you download to participate in platform app Cash app cash app platform mapping you must try to read as many privacy policies in terms of use as you can and find their address in Google map if you can find their address search it on Google maps if you have already downloaded the app 13 I think one of the more important ones is downloading apps that are space exploration or satellite stuff because they have a huge view from outside of earth to jio locate people with their devices for these type types of apps is critical for our understanding of physical distance here on earth 14 try to participate more please for me if you participate more everything will improve 15 I bought a little bit of stock from the company called constellation software and other constellation or GPS or other mapping stocks when I was purchasing stocks from the stock market through a broker

new map laying video

DIY till i die because no one wants to do anything i come up with i got to get someone else to come up with it in my imaginary where people are still natural cloud and life realm like from before. its so trash now the only people i know in wide toronto are community and that became rap? wth were marginalized not glamourized u know setting ppl up to destroy them i thought is so pinoy tell me again which island were on i thought north america south america were long coasts all around i missed delaware in this last lay of the east coast starting from colombia going down and all around to liverpool i saw it on the train schedule out in the middle of ontario kinda just an putskirt town the go train is crazy good to bring a back pack and keep riding trains and checking connecting routes or transit to go further then just stay in a bnb or hostel ir motel for a night just for the ride out i need to do that again last i did was new year walked ro warden station and went to miliken and we came back to the small toronto i thought i forget the name of the lake the snaller toronto has bayview with no gap and i want tp put a conssession in yorkdale might ask the mall ? ok thats all i can real rn the big reveal i have a new micro biz but i dont gave money anymore after my crown i wont have anything because furniture electronics clothing shoes jewelry gifts weed gambling meal delivery online shopping games coins tokens snake skins....gems. die i am so stupid splurging is for bratty babies sonething i couldnt be growing up. dang!

Cute Baby Animal Stoner Cross Stitch Patterns for sale digital download

If anyone is interested they are five dollars each including the DMC shopping list just paypal me: paypal.me/NicoTiro $5 stating which one youd like and your email so I can send you a private download link from wetransfer which expires, but dont worry if you accidentally lose the file i can send it to you again. the pattern maker is from an app i purchased and it is a very real and comprehensive pattern and shopping list. I will be making more patterns in the future for sale. exactly like the one pictured in my other cross stitch pattern post below.

got some new patterns now i need to organize on the computer before it dies from old age

im working on making a tiny patterns that stand alone from one of the rain borough crew patterns by colouring it on the crossstitch app and also making the pattern with no background :) wanted to make sets of tiny soothing cute patterns and have the floss all ready for small embroidery projects.

Free DIY cross stitch pattern cute stoner baby animals smoking weed in a jar

here is a free DIY cross stitch pattern i made for you to try its just a sample i took from the crossstitch app it has less colours than the comprehensive one i am selling for $5 (just click the cross stitch tag on the bottom of this post to find the one for sale as a digital download)

only 20 colours

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new C

to the tune of mr beasts fnf mod hit track team seas "see c" serriffed c's all the seas to sea, me, mkicrattzzi ready been that, kasama mo cool et l'at. i dont even have a c in mkicrattzzi is what you see rat is who you smelt dealt it i been that IT girl muse friend of the infrastructure standing by made by those who lest we forget jason left. but im a cheerleader u c actually i was me and cheer supporter i be activisms blurter farter farther go getter im just a gas a passing laugh youll see me mkicrattzzi wanna be no grider wholesaler well known wanna be a wallaby but im a ci, si chimpanzee, moon bound to be, bride of density kissing true dough on tumblr yo that shits so long ago gimmie it ill twitter it. my names mkicrattzzi no repunzel am i its nicole you can call me michelle but mkicrattzzis for me and people in all the seas i shout to you my name and you call me by game i give my names to you the public at large the purpotrater of crime, the traitor. high trust society doesnt code well with your lack of respect for a dignified life is, isnt polite it just is get away from the store the door claims your bad taste left in my eye sore tastes like and yours. you can call it ill be your cow bell jerseys fine with me sweet and creamy dingy ding dingy laundromat and coffee. anyway, I came here to test my speech to text yo fucking flipping always bothering me on the go what the fuck man I'm telling you that there's an Indian sack sad on crack whack listening to me as I it's not paranoia Joe I swear to God these motherfuckers can't string a sentence. I don't know why I thought it was AI but it turns out holy shit though. $1 billion are 700 Indian guys. so with that I got to go looks like speech to text finally caught up motherfucking. Yo let's go downtown though. See you later new see Canadian Vader beaver hater. Don't wanna see you later.