so far ive gotten some stuff done and i feel better about maybe succeeding in my life. now i might be able to remake the gardenia perfume tonight. i originally thought #1 had no magnolia leaf but it turns out that #2 was just number 1 with different ratios. I originally made the perfume with really wonky ratios that made the perfume have this dirty aspect to it. As if it was a bouquet by the roadside. With the second version all I did was round off the numbers and boost some of the flowers like extra rose de mai, more ylang and more gardenia, and a little bit more jasmine. It worked very well, and my dilution ratio was lower so it was stronger. I also used less magnolan. I noticed the other day when I spilled the #2 and wore it, that two days later I could still smell the magnolan on my sweater when I rewore it. Not only does it last all day, it might last a lifetime, hence sensitivity. I was thinking of making two versions of the perfumes that are mostly botanical ingredients. For example this one has musk ketone and magnolan, which are not naturally derived so the natural version I conceive will have no synthetically derived ingredients, but that would not include naturally sourced isolates like geraniol or farnesol. I'm not sure that will sit well with the purists though, so I also conceive I will have (finally) actual bona fide aromatherapy blends. In the future when I'm all better and on my own for a while with no external aggressors, I am positive I will be enjoying my product making once again, and I can't wait to share my joy with you.

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ok so i resmelled the gardenia perfume #3 and its too much myraldyl acetate. like way too much. it took forever to mix in and i used it too fast., i think: i have this idea but its just asking someone who knows how this works: for the myraldyl of givaudan.

its too sweet and shimmery and top its almost like a holy ghost but its too much and it turned into a veil for the all the essential oils
maybe i can try it at like 10% or less, in trace, and prepepared, i used .01 part in the formula so its too high.

for the homey may rose or what did i call it violet may
honey may
the first one had the #17 then the second one i made #17.2 then the 3rd one i effd up and used a peppermint bottle top cos lame and i changed the top but not before i noticed a slight change in the smell of the rose and i thought i was imagining things from the basenotes forum. it was the largest amount i made of the violet may trials, 30 ml perfume at 25% concentration, i used the last of my sandalwood so id go get more, its got more chamomille, it has no sandalore and ebanol (the sandalwood eo replaced these) i didnt use the violet accord from perfumers apprentice, used a higher amount of the #17.2 (now just #17) and its a lot of fun and  playing a game with your memory and making  mixtures you can name and use in another thing in the future, its very cool and fun. also science and science kit at home. cos confinement and corona virus.

Rare Canadian (Quebecois) Essential Oils Goldenrod, Fern, Firs......

last night i found another distiller from quebec this one is golden! as in GOLDENROD ESSENTIAL OIL AND FERN ESSENTIAL OIL can you imagine how many damn fronds you would need to collect to make fern essential oil?? I am a little annoyed that I found them because now I *NEED* to smell these things. Damn.

Now don't say I never helped you.

https://aliksir.com/

Please buy responsibly and ethically!
Do not resell these on etsy for $36 per .5ml like that lame violet glass person in the states.  She does NO FARMING whatsoever and simply does not deserve that money.she cant even edit her copy its all wrong spelling and bad grammar.  for all i know she bought it off those girls in cali. actually they have some pretty rare stuff.... but after i get the fern and decide which goldenrod to get i wont buy every zest either because instead i'll be working on remaking the gardenia perfume (magnolia) and the violet may rose (honey may) or maybe honey rose. how can i describe this delicious floral honey nectar of the goddesses we believe exist? made the formula twice, both were 100% love. some of the ingredients are roman chamomille (this is the only therapeutic oil in the blend) honeysuckle absolute, rose de mai, reseda absolute, mimosa absolute (accacia dealbata aka wattle) sandalwood (santal album) this is the commercial grade oil, which i find very good!! (no idea on the expensive grades actually) labdanum absolute... ok i could go on but these are the heavy hitters... this isnt a botanical perfume as it has some aromatic chemicals and actually i think i need to change the magnolan but with what???? i think im allergic to it is why. i need to finalize the dosage of magnolan since i am very skinsensitive. i love the stuff though and every perfume i made last year had the damn stuff in it.... all day long baby!