Disassociative Amnesia

learned a new term today, still reading about it, and then i remember all the parts i forgot. well i dont actually. but now i have a term for not remembering long periods of time, or how i come to the new month or year without forming a long term memory of the month or year prior. im a goldfish. damn.

happy valentines day btw
for my own gift to myself im cleaning the house so i can have a nice time rolling on the dust mite free floor. was just reading a study on atopic dermatitis and it spoke of dust mites from dogs. gross. and i thought of that night i went to use the washroom and didnt wear my slippers and when i got back into bed i thought i felt my feet itchy and got so grossed out i sprayed them with alcohol then they didnt itch anymore and i realized ive only mopped the floor twice and not one of those times was with borax nor bleach blech. so im wiping surfaces today, reducing the dust that harbors mites and bacteria, cleaning the air at source. or something. im taking my lunch break and there are 5 minutes left before i get back to the grind of whirlwinding around in circles, wiping, and picking things up and putting them somewhere else. happy valentines day to me. im looking forward to the cleared mind state because i havent finished the coat due to zipper attachment anxiety.

canada post sucks

oh my effin gawd does canada post sucketh hardeth.
i received 5 packages returned to me in the mail. again!!!!!!!!! for no reason.

DAMN YOU CANADA POST> YOU SUCK.

i called canada post today and talked to this lovely lady named Joanne (! see post below) from the ontario office. since the canada post system is down today (of course it is) she had to hand write everything about my complaint.
geez!
im putting the right postage on there, using a customs form, and the frikkers keep sending packages back to me.
i feel used.
bastards!
i now need to check the site tomorrow, and ask the postal workers (again!) what it is exactly that i am doing wrong (if there is anything wrong aside from a freaky postal worker who just wants to add misery and annoyance to my days)
damnit!!!!
anyway there.
boo canada post. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!