community

sometimes we have plenty, sometimes we have none, but most specially we like to have fun. be it night time or day, come what may, see us smile in the sun, bring our friends bag, dont forget it, run. ill bring the razor blades, you bring the foil, a barbeque is what we'll say were having- smoke fuming out: come! whats her number does she have one what about him? i know him. when did she go? did he die-we were friends- now i only have some. the community mourns as one. lets party we all say but we know its just for fun for all seriousness we died already chasing our friends one by one. dont mock or hurt is weve already been done. dont scorn or chastise us, we know. were not blind, deaf, or mute, we're broken, cold and alone ready to say hey hows it going cheer up we're still here, friends, and some. to those that passed before us we miss you and dont worry we still have it, what you left us, the memory of friendship come.

hexagram 44

 UNREAL i cant even believe the iching now. i went on ewalds site to ask for coins i threw myself. well the answer was 44 unchanging. no use in marrying the strong woman etc etc etc.

the question? of course it was:

what kind of outcome can i expect from my loves because i feel excessively polyamorous.

 excessive because the extra lover is just extra and treats me horribly. then i have the chipmunks to deal with and foster. not really. more like be there for because these chipmunks are me but boy. well not exactly like me but i can identify with their 30s identity crisis as their old held beliefs on what life was supposed to be like at their age crumbling at their feet while they do gay stuff for crystal meth again and they wonder why i get so disappointed in the choices they make as they relay their adventure story in reluctant gaydom. yeah so probably should nix that one errant lover. so uh that just makes it me and patrice then and thats way too serious. so its kind of embarrassing were still hanging out with each other after 6 years its a bit long isnt it. i need another lover asap and so does he. quick!

the death of my heart breaking, a requiem

 omg ive just been massacared by darryl cerelli my old friend crush i started camping with in 2019. hes a theif with a voracious addiction to meth and he stole:

my gold coin

two silver coins

all my old phones since 2012 thats about 20 phones 

a small tablet

a vuse vape unit plus charger

my frog pouch from tita amelia (who recently died)

a dvd / monitor to watch movies on

money so much money over $400 

my dignity pride self esteem and he fake liked me to have sex so he could steal from me i want to die. the police dont do anything #toronto #police #intimatepartnerviolence #IPV #help

Oh yeah MICH DULCE is in town!! shes doing a residency on the island and has to take the ferry and has not much food with her!!! We saw death valley girls yesterday and caught up a bit. I didnt take any pics but she did! with the record lable mascot and my hair looks stupid, as usual. sheesh.

here is the picture! i found it on michs insta
https://www.instagram.com/p/BishRiOlfQH/?hl=en&taken-by=michdulce