yeah totally forgot about that, its not even a thing anymore, people dont second guess themselves anymore, they second guess me. this is why i found it problematic today when i realized i forgot i used to identify as androgynous and what it means for people to hear that from you, when you first meet them, if they seem a bit sleepy, hearing that from you identifies what ever hesitation they might hold against your expressions, potentially a foreign concept, a dissonance in what is seen and what is said. i love dressing "girly" in fact the only reason why i dont dress up anymore is the loss of my clothing, accessories, shoes, bags, i dont even have any hats despite mich being someone i love as a maker, forget the right tights and belt, i'd be lucky to come up with something that looks swift current and not dated. i have some nice articles from rebecca my trans friend. i havent worn any cos i dont have shoes or what is it, i havent washed the silk jersey top nor the silk or wool skirt. and that assymetrical top has crisp black edging while the top is a breezy delicate cream i am scared it will bleed. etc. excuses. its so much easier dressing up in jeans and a tshirt and winter coat and toque. its the ease of comfort in less frill to mind that draws me to dress up manly. and i forgot i was manly. i forgot. its so weird. anyway dont judge us tomboy girly girls we have rights too. lets bring androgynous back. ill try to identify myself next time. given the chance i might come away with a good feeling and some actual conversation.