hand sani

somebody left their hand sanitizer on my coffee table and that wouldn't be a big deal, but I haven't let anybody in and I don't know anybody who came in and said they left their hands on my table. I didn't let anybody in and I didn't see anybody here, but when I came home, there was a small bottle of hand sanitizer on my coffee table. It was beside the larger bottle of alcohol, which I use for other things and I have a hand sanding over there in the other table, but this hand is special because it was an uninvited unwelcome addition to my stress and horrible life of being abused by people I know third parties and people I don't know through gas lighting and harassment theft and literal violence. they come in here and smoke in here they steal my drugs they destroy every aspect of my life i become fearful and because i have been only gaslighted for most or all my life i have disabilities regarding relationships with people and a terrible mood disorder. those large crowds of people laughing might be hub caps but i doubt it. too real is the life of a targeted abused individual where everyone who looks or watches her is her abuser then you have people in real life who are even closer still and those people are the ones who finish her off. this is why i had to use "her" in no way shape or form do i want to be that girl. but everyone who uses my devices and apartment for their own ideas about me (a stranger or maybe even people i know) are criminally entering my home and disrbing my quorum sensing abilities and these people have disabled me. they rob me and harm me because i sense them but they hide in plain sight and i am not supposed to know theyre there. they look like third party non disclosure place holders where this social engineering scheme has replaced people with other people using their profile-their inferred profile- this is why everyone in the world now feel extreme isolation. third parties and non disclosure actors in bad faith have been living with us for decades destroying individual lives of the brilliant the best the most beautiful and certainly any extreme in talent or skill- anyone of worth- third parties and non disclosure holders interacting with a targeted individual is everything and most of anything everyone of substance or worth has been subjugated to by whoever used any lawyer to write their companies policy or terms. Everyone I know. Everyone real legitimate and found online. Stalked to death to point of almost complete debilitation. Fuck these people fucking murder them. Theyre idiots for taking the job to begin with. They destroyed everything we built up momentum for and they stole our entire lives while pretending to be passerbys on the street.