lost all my money

now im negative 300 or so plus my visa debt over 2,500 lost all the money won and all my deposits the games dont like me anymore and they never win for me so i always lose a bit of what i put in this has been going on for a few months im negative balance every month now so i have to quit deposits and just fade gambling in online casinos. i cant even use the ontario regulated sites and i was all about igaming promoting the idea and everything. all the intario sites labled my email pak_pak as the hacker who hacked and ysed my email as spam but it isnt me who did that. i stuck with my email my name the reputation people i came across gave me for them. i didnt do it for myself. when i do stuff for myself i get in trouble and people i dont know take out anger on me for leeping to myself i get walked up on by strangers more people will stalk me in real life or ill just get in trouble people will act cold or aloof and its because theyre paids. theyre not friends theyre not real theyre a profile persona personalized for ly development i know there are lots of these kinds of people in my life and they come in here and steal everything from me. so the casinos stealing from me when i genuinely need the endorphins is just so humiliating and painful. today i played jdb shade dragons and they stole my entire deposit plus 168$ i had won and i previously gave them already over 800 in bets. they lept stealing and i never withdrew much cos i enjoy playing but they took afvantage of me amd the casino im playing in spinch such an ungrateful hostile little piece of shit i gave them so many wagers and lost and ran my balance down low and back up multiple times but they refused my two withdrawals and the staff pretended i didnt submit my documents but i had and when he caught on he didnt even apologize for being so fucking hostile about it then they lost me all the fishing money. its actually a good fishing game biggest wins but when you smack it huge, leave. i didnt and thought i could wager it for a bigger win but they took it in extremely large chuncks and it went from over 100 to 6 in the blink of an eye and so i could not recover and sobbed and howled in pain akd they did not do anything and im sure spinch and shade dragons were laughing their asses off at my misfortune im positive they were doing that. when games laugh at you behind the screen you lose every single bet uncharacteristic of the game play. when youre laughed at for decades by strangers you become super heightened about it and start to despise people and get bipolar about it. people disgust me their behaviours disgust me and im super gross blah blah just ask anyone i came across because know none of them are my friends nor do i consider them family who were all those people i met? sheugs must have been a bunch of fake profiled paids. being traffic or been trafficked know what i mean but meanwhile i have a negative 300 balance in my bank account and no job and my cancer disgnosis is on the 8th. tomorrow the 7th i go horseback riding with the nicer and more responsible of the dispossesed that go to st stephens. ill post pics. meanwhile i leave you with these... there is a weird random one in there lol i cant find it in the code to delete it lol

leaving you with these for now