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I found the old app that I was using for blogger and I had already paid for it but I lost access because the first iPhone I had a long time ago got stolen so I didn’t have a way to use the app anymore and I just remembered now. Yay so now I have this app and I can blog again from my phone because I haven’t started up the computer yet because it’s password errors that are causing me much strife, not much has been going on been living in a new place for a year now, and I’m just trying to minimize my privacy breaches around me and gain composure so that I can enter the world again in a capacity that I can withstand as other people receive me contextually appropriately and respectfully i’m working now sporadically at St Stephens community centre in Kensington market as a harm reduction worker I provide safe supply and access to housing supports to the homeless in Toronto. It’s a good job but I haven’t been going because I just haven’t been feeling very good. Mentally I’ve been bogged down by a lot of trauma over the last year, and I’m still trying to minimize the effects of previous traumas so it’s difficult for me to go through the year without any hitches, patrice left sometimes I wonder if he’s a squatter in the Philippines and they’re trying to illegally annex the country again meanwhile, in the world of news I haven’t been reading much of it what’s going on out there I really don’t know the people that I see and hang out with have no interest in news or worldly affairs whatsoever they’re very insular and quite close minded. To be honest please send help I’m looking for a boyfriend I’ve tried to sign into a introvert dating site but it costs $25 a month and I don’t know if I want to commit the money into another strange man who just disrespects me , I’ve been smoking a lot of shred brand all dressed. It’s the strain where it’s a combination of all of the strains they have lol it’s really strong and I get really stoned smoking it I recommended if you want to try legal cannabis in Ontario or maybe it’s Canada wide anyway I hope you’ve been well. I haven’t written in a long time because of the laziness I have in restoring the life that was taken from me once a device was stolen etc. etc. etc. , I hope to hear from you because I never hear from anybody anymore. Much love and all the best. Have a wonderful evening nicole ps i have a new number