oh hey of course i forgot what i was going to do on the phone. i hate using the phone to write and read. it has made my eyesight so bad in the past year. i miss my laptop and all m clothes and my stuff thats been stolen by stalkers. so much. almost everything that i bought and anything of sentimental value. being targetted by theives and emotional rapists isnt easy or deserved by me but whats a nice and creative beautiful soul like mine to do? being vigilant about anything is mentally draining enough. oh yeah i was going to get a dead bold and an external padlock for my door because i think it was the landlord parents that stole more items from my room, namely  2 wooden dice and a decathalon shopping / foldable backpack from the top shelf of my organizing shelf by the door. i assume (could be wrong) that they stole it during the fire inspection alarm where they again entered without a notice and then proceeded to enter my room twice without my consent or knowledge while i was in the house in their precense. they are baffoonish ghouls who only damage their tenants peaceful enjoyment as well as the trust that should come inherent with the lease. hm what
 a nice bitchfest this post is. i have two esl old people bullying and gaslighting me for whatever evil ends they adhere to, their son who insults me so frequently, other tenants who force me to clean up after them in the bathroom-they dont even close the toilet lid when they flush, and a soggy house with pest issues and ahuge lack of structural maintenance all for an excessive price of $750 per month, lsaving me with a little over $300 for the entire rest of the month, then the phones $56, smokes and vape, weed, and food. and the spoiled rotten ex leach who would steal anything he saw fit mainly lighters bud and any clothes that fit only to watch him throw them away or never return them, oh yeah and another thing thia guy did was i gave him  my dead stock for his girl fam to choose what they wanted and to return the rest but he never returned anything and was wearing one of the necklaces at one point. i broke up woth him because he is a beligerant asswipe who was so self absorbed and malicious, it simply was more unsafe having him around. its tiring being so unlove by the people in your proximity. imagine every person you come across silently hating you and behind your back, back stabbing you, talking badly about you, making fun of you etc, yup thats
the only life i know