im almost out of my award money owen finished it with his small acts of daily terrorism alongside the drooling landlord gang waiting to rape me. ill be homeless again soon enough and just wait....one after the other the next gang of drooling losers will be viciously attacking me for "free" sex and they will make me "pay" for it NO DOUBT. i get back from the fake mocking viewings they set me up to waste my day for with their phishing expeditions and i have to use the washroom but its locked cos owen was in there stinking it up. i honestly dont understand how one man can make the bathroom smell like onions and warm cat jizz. im honestly ready to die and cannot wait until i do so no more men and women can abuse and mock me. can not wait to be dead. my life has never been mine, its always been for gross people to steal from and hurt me. i have not had a good life, only in pretend, and even then, people are jealous of my facade and hurt me some more because they are uncreative. im honestly constantly abused and my privacy is always trolled. the amount of effort these creeps go through just to make fun of an abused woman is staggering.