other complaints

-my health card is "missing" (again) i think this woman stole it though to use for dispensaries, so i hope i find it.
-my kodak digital camera from 2007 is dying, the battery is dying.
-my phone sucks. its the worst "smart" phone ive ever owned.
-i dont have any clothes. i lost all of them when i mistakenly listened to my awful male parent and brought them to manila and had to scramble and escape out with the help of my uncles and aunts.
-i dont have any stuff, my stuff is drastically reduced, i lost my materials, supplies, ephemera, furniture, everything.

so im really tired now and dont see anything enriching me, nourishing me, caring for me, i see no end to this empty nothing, so it makes me very weary, i am really tired.

.:

so im just going to go buy a knife because making a wire cutter with no base is stupid
distilled water
food, im starving

i hate life right now
im pissed my health card is missing
and other important things like my bank card when the landlord was harassing me, now my health card is missing (i think it was stolen) its raining today, there isnt anything good. theres never anything good what the actual fuck.