well i havent been able to manage my mental health in this place ive been living in. lets call it a hell. its a slum. i hate it. i feel constantly harassed. last night someone changed my bike lock code, the landlord threatens violence all the time. i have guys stalking me pretending to be my family. i honestly dont know what to do. i call the cops but they dont help me in fact they put me at further risk and arrest me for no reason when i complain. its exactly what the landlords ive been finding online do as well. they threaten me with violence and threaten me to keep silent meanwhile my identity documents keep getting stolen, the tenants the landlord pays have been constantly harassing me and threatening violence, all the fake boyfriends i have do the same thing. so these reasons and many more are the reason why i havent been able to go back to making crafts. all the places ive lived in here in toronto feel like housing scams run by criminals who steal identity documents and manipulate me into spending all my energy and money into helping them help themselves to my life, leaving me with nothing.

i dont know what to do about it anymore.