birthday and peoples artist competition!

well, it's my birthday today and I'm using speech to text so would be better if you just read this out loud and understood the words as they sound because a lot of times my speech to text gets words totally wrong so wrong that they don't make any sense as if I was speaking in gibberish that said I hope you don't mind me using it. Today is my birthday the other day I entered an art competition. I saw it on Facebook or Instagram or somewhere and it was Johnny Depp's campaign for a production company or a marketing agency. I can't remember colossal entertainment, I think and it's also for it's a fundraiser for the art of Elysium, which has a gallery in LA that helps people come overcome, emotional problems, and other obstacles in their way of art making so it's for artists that are tortured. It's for tortured artists anyway I joined and I put in one of my favourite drawings one of the first ones that I drew that I was thinking that day I'm gonna make a nice drawing and then I started making the drawing and I kept finishing it until it was done and up to now it's one of my best pieces so I entered that one. The colours are not customized. I didn't custom colour it too much. I did a little bit, but not too much. I think I might've used a preset and then I custom coloured it from there so it's kind of like semi premade the colour palette anyway the line is what I'm talking about. I'm going to post some pictures here of the close-up image of this Mandela. I call it A-to-Z. There are also area rugs of this exact Mandela in my Cafe press store cafepress.com/shop/Mkicrattzzi and I realize anybody can just steal my photo and print their own carpet and Cafe press and leave me out of it essentially stealing my life force while I am sharing it for others to do the same. I understand that has been my entire life. I'm getting pretty sick of it. I'm already 47 but anyway I share still anyway here it is the Mandela that I do not want bastardized or stolen from me. I want all of my work credited to me I never wanted a third-party to come up with a fake knee that credits themselves for everything that I personally did. I don't want a third-party pretending to be my family so they get the credit for everything I did. I don't want anybody else receiving credit for any of the artwork that I drew or made because most if not all of my art has always been stolen. I wanna make sure that you know that that art is mine and I made it and it should not ever be sold by somebody else after they stole it from me that money goes to that thief and that really pisses me off this is why I'm a firm believer in copyright and I advocate for appropriate copyrights for works of art by attribution no derivatives non-commercial is that hard I don't know why that's so hard for people I get paranoid, but also it happens all the time.

my new site / webapp

so i stayed away from it for one day haha and now i have a better idea on what i can expect and want. first of all i need a site to show case all my best products on redbubble and now i have my stickermule shop too. i need the ai to help me list items from printful. and then also i want to show all my artwork from the mandala drawings. then i also need the betting games to work so i dont gamble so much. i need google ads on the site. i dont know how to get them to turn them on for me. so ill figure that part out later after i get all my details perfectly secure and lasting on site. because i want to put my products on amazon. i still have those bastard publishers who took $409 USD from me and dis not do anything. theyre called thebookscentral and they are really bad publishers. i need to chase them down to get my money back bexause they did nothing NOTHING i need like amfucking lawyer or something with the amount of people who target me for money.

break for now whew

real prizes gone, no new players :C

damn! that was a hundred bucks out the window. i cant do another sticker give away till next month. meanwhile im editing the site now and its a lot of little details that need tweaking and checking for security vulnerabilities. so far there is crash, mines, plinko, and coin flip, and a hi-lo game that is up to 100 numbers. next will be poker and roulette (my fave) so i need some old playing cards that look awesome, and a good solid roulette wheel and specific ball gravity. have a look

Token Giveaway AND REAL PRIZES

AdRush Top 100 Promo — How it works: When a new Google account signs in, they're automatically assigned a Player Number (1, 2, 3... in order of sign-up) If they're in the first 100, they instantly get 100 free tokens A confetti celebration modal pops up showing: "CONGRATS! You're Player #X" "+100 Free Tokens" with a coin icon "You're one of the first 100 players on AdRush!" A "LET'S GO!" button to start playing The player number is permanently saved in the database as their verified account ID for your ad-serve records Every bonus is logged in the transaction history My 3 existing accounts will get their player numbers (#1, #2, #3) and 100 tokens each when they next log in. After that, the next 97 accounts that sign up also get the bonus. Account #101 and beyond still get a player number but no bonus tokens (we will see....) AdRush Top 3 Promo With the top 100 players settles in, the top 3 competition is set for one week. The top 3 receive real prizes from my stickermule store! First Place gets a LSD FOR MAID tshirt, just mention your size when you add your info to sticker mule! Second Place gets an Astrolabe Poster and Third Place gets a Rainborough Crew Sticker Pack! AdRush Stick Pack Giveaway Add your details in the stickermule giveaway linked above the game!

New Free Cross Stitch Pattern Rainborough Bong Smoker Bunny

if you sew it i want to see ok!!!! please do not DO NOT SELL THIS PATTERN AS YOUR OWN NON COMMERCIAL LICENSE FOR PERSONAL USE ONLY BY ATTRIBUTION thanks

if you want to change the colours to make it easier to sew all you have to do is go ahead here is the shopping list its sew cute rainborough bong smoker -------------------- Pattern size: 124 x 149 Fabric count: 9 Finished size: 35 x 42 cm Total stitches: 7,347 Total skeins: 17 -------------------- 16 colours -------------------- DMC Stranded (D) D03 (Tin MD) - Stitches: 501 - Skeins: 1 D318 (Steel Gray LT) - Stitches: 779 - Skeins: 1 D469 (Avocado Green) - Stitches: 262 - Skeins: 1 D524 (Fern Green VY LT) - Stitches: 458 - Skeins: 1 D647 (Beaver Gray MD) - Stitches: 380 - Skeins: 1 D648 (Beaver Gray LT) - Stitches: 730 - Skeins: 1 D758 (Terra Cotta VY LT) - Stitches: 441 - Skeins: 1 D822 (Beige Gray LT) - Stitches: 350 - Skeins: 1 D3031 (Mocha Brown VY DK) - Stitches: 717 - Skeins: 1 D3072 (Beaver Gray VY LT) - Stitches: 521 - Skeins: 1 D3325 (Baby Blue LT) - Stitches: 328 - Skeins: 1 D3770 (Tawny VY LT) - Stitches: 541 - Skeins: 1 D3813 (Blue Green LT) - Stitches: 1,221 - Skeins: 2 D3865 (Winter White) - Stitches: 103 - Skeins: 1 DB5200 (Snow White) - Stitches: 7 - Skeins: 1 DBLANC (White) - Stitches: 8 - Skeins: 1

new side hustle

edit: its arriving april 7!!!! i dont know if they got to make it so the coins pay to $6 will have to see. its custom made by demand apparently in a factory somewhere in china. ;;so today i have accomplished packaging almost 100 balls of pure fasinating joy. i bought a vending machine and am in the process of finding a til in a salon or shop to receive them. but my heart is set on any good salon along yonge street central. stomping grounds. since they are mainly rings!!! a nail salon will be purrrfect. now of course in my haste i failed to snap individual pics but most of the watch rings are unique sets of 2 or 4 and many individual stand alone designs!! there is a red hello kitty watch in there even !!! other balls are tinanium diamond rings and diamond earrings. there is one sun catcher in silver in there but i might swap it out for a necklace. and a set of miniture bottle necklaces i will attempt to solder the necks of the bottles for the bail with copper tape and silver rings to slip the chain on. hmmmm i kind of want to maybe make jewelry again but will see how the desk works out with the soldering station in place. yay here are ze baubles !!

there are people breaking into my apartment

I don't know who these fucking people are, but there are people that are coming into my apartment when I'm not here and they do it very very frequently. I think that's why I get depressed for a long period of time because I know somebody has been inside of my apartment and of course nobody is going to admit that They steal things they move things around they throw things in the trash that I know is not mine and wasn't there earlier because I had just used the trash bin for throwing away stuff and then all of a sudden I come home and now there's new stuff in the trash bin, I don't think so. These people are scary. They're scaring me. They make me feel unsafe, and the neighbours now are like black like the landlord moved in a bunch of Black people and now I just don't feel safe here. I need to move. These people are attacking me in casinos. They're attacking me in real. Life are coming into my apartment like get the fuck away from me. You people are disgusting vermin and you need to be put down so stay the fuck away from me because if I had a chance, I would kill them like honestly, who the fuck is coming into my apartment and touching my stuff and leaving their dirt behind for me to clean up who the fuck idiot does shit like that. These people are stupid and they're fucking disgusting. I want nothing to do with anything like that plus my landlord never got rid of all of the bug bugs. I'm still killing cockroaches today like what the fuck this guy is disgusting just like the people that are breaking into my unit and fucking doing stupid things in here like I'm sick of being used and taking advantage of and believe me that is the only thing that is happening to me.

operator get the fuck off me

i have to keep it in my head that these gambling operators are the slimiest most abusive and most hateful disgusting people around. to help me not give my money to them. these people will be laughing at you while you cry because they literally stole every dollar you had. they are the most despicable pieces of shit on the planet posing as game operators when they are nothing but murderers, theives, rapists, and pedos. they are gross non stop and hateful. they force you to suffer so they can have their salaries they dont provide endorphin wins or fair game play. theyre dishonest people. ugly. and most of all hugely damaging the population at large, daily, by the minute, their entire so called careers. these are the people who meed to be murdered first.

lyrics for a read later

https://duckduckgo.com/?q=ice+ice+baby+lyrics&ia=web&iax=lyrics i wonder if david bowie and freddie mercury and all those other writers ever rapped ice ice baby together ever been to miami beach (the lake front) in ontario? i have never but sure wanta go

new crack

have you guys tried bidding in polly.com????? its like ebay on crystal, new york edition.

what i wrote

did you read what i wrote i must have been half asleep or something hahaha wtf?????

how social media hampers participation

i hate how social media dictates how you are to people you are interacting with. it doesnt matter if the person murdered your entire family, if you're swearing at them- you're the criminal. just now i tried posting this picture of the pot im currently enjoying: see this pic, nothing wrong with it just a bad pic of a dried flower bud that has been crushed on a laminate table top. but look at what facebook does to me. facebook killed alfie lopez. i dont doubt they stressed him out so much and let hackers fuck with him using copied profiles. anyway again back on track grrr facebook censors me like this:

see what i mean? for fucking hell. just because they are monitoring me because of what the fuck ever reason they have to continuously fuck with me and stop me from communicating with people im connected to on there. they do shit like this to me non stop and when i became homeless a few years ago it was worse. they love to find vibrancy and life and they camp out and feed on it micromanaging it stealing it basically and they do shit like this. im not even going to bother mentioning canada? cannabis? or the fact that there is absolutely nothing wrong with my post. but just to fuck with me and harm me, some loser asswipe in a country where weed is still illegal judges my fucking completely legal and mild praise posting and censors me two times. was all i gave it. the internet connection is totally fine, even too quick to censor. so what is the problem here. i deleted it. need it for my new redbubble items though. just like facebook there is the censoring on x, formerly twitter, but the censoring on x is completely reasonable and comic because they only censor me when im swearing sarcasm for example telling pragmatic play to "go die kill yourself leave" garnered me a hefty 12 hour fine after i delete my post. like some kind of super tolerant and almost bored school nanny x always is monitoring the tone and content never context because thats like facebook. facebooks censoring is super randon and erratic as if various teams or people were assigned to my rentention and consistency was not the key. x though might be like a grok but facebook might be like swim coach efrens twin ate.

how to participate

This is what I did 1 use the same username or I had one account that I remained active the whole time this would be my YouTube or my blogger and I maintained the same avatar tied to my real name or is like my real identity, but I'm maintained it by updating and making sure that it was still running or whatever like I'm not gonna delete my YouTube account and why would I delete my Google account? 2 participated in blogs or forums using these account accounts or these sign in partner accounts 3 relentlessly mapped my Google map map and would take photos and upload them on Google maps directly 4 put my name up on Google maps as to where I live not everybody would want to do this, but it's pretty awesome knowing your neighbours like that and then when you see them or come across them, you have something to talk about because you saw what they posted on the Internet like that but people don't participate here 5 bought water charts for all of the waterways around Toronto, and also the St. Lawrence River because I wanted to map it for my friend who has a farm property up the St. Lawrence River on both sides of the river, but he says they cannot build a bridge 6 with the purchased water charts through the app the app together a very, very large map based on the water charts that I purchased with this map I was able to lay down there a satellite image from the water to the land for Toronto. This became very monumental because immediately all the maps updated Google maps update updated first and then Apple Maps updated after. 7 downloaded actually I did this a long time ago before any of this other mapping stuff but I downloaded satellite app and SkyView apps to jio locate myself against satellites and stars 8 sometimes I yell a lot and one time I think I caught a drone or a satellite. I call it Squidward if you've seen him anyway I think he heard me and he stopped Squidward did so maybe you can try doing something similar. Also a few times I've talked to larger birds like a hawk and other large birds like seagulls and small birds to like cardinal red cardinal sometimes with come and visit me after I counted numbers for a longer period of time then I would normally and I would find something weird with how I counted it. A cardinal would appear. It was very strange. I haven't done that in in a little bit so maybe I should go outside and count some numbers again. 9 nine when I was homeless for about three years, all I did was walk around the city with my Google maps on and it was tracking my walkways and paths so I got a really large sprawling map 10 take trains, the goat train or any train with your GPS on and go really far out of the city and then come back another way or the same way it's up to you or is it I think it's actually up to the train driver 11 if you notice something strange and you think you understand, something that most people around you in public or even in your private circle, don't understand if you see something strange try to fix it if you can or find the person who is meant to fix it and signal to them that you think something is a mess at what you are understanding from what you think needs fixing it's not nosey if it's public I found something a long time ago and it did something and then it catalyzed another thing to what we have today me writing this list down 12 sometimes you have weird stuff on the Internet because of your network sometimes your network is switched because I don't know. I think it's transit when you take the subway sometimes your network is sketchy because of the apps you download to participate in platform app Cash app cash app platform mapping you must try to read as many privacy policies in terms of use as you can and find their address in Google map if you can find their address search it on Google maps if you have already downloaded the app 13 I think one of the more important ones is downloading apps that are space exploration or satellite stuff because they have a huge view from outside of earth to jio locate people with their devices for these type types of apps is critical for our understanding of physical distance here on earth 14 try to participate more please for me if you participate more everything will improve 15 I bought a little bit of stock from the company called constellation software and other constellation or GPS or other mapping stocks when I was purchasing stocks from the stock market through a broker

new map laying video

DIY till i die because no one wants to do anything i come up with i got to get someone else to come up with it in my imaginary where people are still natural cloud and life realm like from before. its so trash now the only people i know in wide toronto are community and that became rap? wth were marginalized not glamourized u know setting ppl up to destroy them i thought is so pinoy tell me again which island were on i thought north america south america were long coasts all around i missed delaware in this last lay of the east coast starting from colombia going down and all around to liverpool i saw it on the train schedule out in the middle of ontario kinda just an putskirt town the go train is crazy good to bring a back pack and keep riding trains and checking connecting routes or transit to go further then just stay in a bnb or hostel ir motel for a night just for the ride out i need to do that again last i did was new year walked ro warden station and went to miliken and we came back to the small toronto i thought i forget the name of the lake the snaller toronto has bayview with no gap and i want tp put a conssession in yorkdale might ask the mall ? ok thats all i can real rn the big reveal i have a new micro biz but i dont gave money anymore after my crown i wont have anything because furniture electronics clothing shoes jewelry gifts weed gambling meal delivery online shopping games coins tokens snake skins....gems. die i am so stupid splurging is for bratty babies sonething i couldnt be growing up. dang!

Cute Baby Animal Stoner Cross Stitch Patterns for sale digital download

If anyone is interested they are five dollars each including the DMC shopping list just paypal me: paypal.me/NicoTiro $5 stating which one youd like and your email so I can send you a private download link from wetransfer which expires, but dont worry if you accidentally lose the file i can send it to you again. the pattern maker is from an app i purchased and it is a very real and comprehensive pattern and shopping list. I will be making more patterns in the future for sale. exactly like the one pictured in my other cross stitch pattern post below.

got some new patterns now i need to organize on the computer before it dies from old age

im working on making a tiny patterns that stand alone from one of the rain borough crew patterns by colouring it on the crossstitch app and also making the pattern with no background :) wanted to make sets of tiny soothing cute patterns and have the floss all ready for small embroidery projects.

Free DIY cross stitch pattern cute stoner baby animals smoking weed in a jar

here is a free DIY cross stitch pattern i made for you to try its just a sample i took from the crossstitch app it has less colours than the comprehensive one i am selling for $5 (just click the cross stitch tag on the bottom of this post to find the one for sale as a digital download)

only 20 colours

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new C

to the tune of mr beasts fnf mod hit track team seas "see c" serriffed c's all the seas to sea, me, mkicrattzzi ready been that, kasama mo cool et l'at. i dont even have a c in mkicrattzzi is what you see rat is who you smelt dealt it i been that IT girl muse friend of the infrastructure standing by made by those who lest we forget jason left. but im a cheerleader u c actually i was me and cheer supporter i be activisms blurter farter farther go getter im just a gas a passing laugh youll see me mkicrattzzi wanna be no grider wholesaler well known wanna be a wallaby but im a ci, si chimpanzee, moon bound to be, bride of density kissing true dough on tumblr yo that shits so long ago gimmie it ill twitter it. my names mkicrattzzi no repunzel am i its nicole you can call me michelle but mkicrattzzis for me and people in all the seas i shout to you my name and you call me by game i give my names to you the public at large the purpotrater of crime, the traitor. high trust society doesnt code well with your lack of respect for a dignified life is, isnt polite it just is get away from the store the door claims your bad taste left in my eye sore tastes like and yours. you can call it ill be your cow bell jerseys fine with me sweet and creamy dingy ding dingy laundromat and coffee. anyway, I came here to test my speech to text yo fucking flipping always bothering me on the go what the fuck man I'm telling you that there's an Indian sack sad on crack whack listening to me as I it's not paranoia Joe I swear to God these motherfuckers can't string a sentence. I don't know why I thought it was AI but it turns out holy shit though. $1 billion are 700 Indian guys. so with that I got to go looks like speech to text finally caught up motherfucking. Yo let's go downtown though. See you later new see Canadian Vader beaver hater. Don't wanna see you later.

its over ( gambling)

A very sad about my experiences overall in gambling I enjoyed winning money and I enjoyed winning frequently and I enjoyed even the smallest wins, but the wins are not consistent and the last two years I have deposited more than I received back in wins and pleasant experiences, I had more negative experiences than I had positive experiences and now I have a very strong negative feeling towards gambling. I feel absolutely financially violated my providers that would steal my bets or money wto casinos that claim my deposit was not sufficient and they kept the entire deposit many games I felt blocked me after I already played them and won money. I feel like they blocked me because they didn't want me to win anything else, and they were scared that I was gonna win which is the whole point of gambling. I don't wanna gamble anymore because I just feel very very fearful and depressed every time I think about giving them more money. I have given enough salary money to providers and casinos. I did not get any return. I feel really really annoyed that I spent a lot of money trying to win a large sum of money that I never won because few times that I won over $1000 the casino refused to remit the funds and in fact last year, there was a whole shift in finance support services and it was flooded with all of the Indian immigrants, and all of the support staff in all of the casinos became Indian and they became very very sketchy. I don't doubt a lot of casinos lost plenty as the Indian staff would steal it for example poker stars, for example Leon Casino another thing that happened was deposits that got lost because the casino claims it wasn't sufficient. It happened at Lucky ones and then Lucky ones said I had to leave and I couldn't gamble there anymore after they kept my deposit another casino that kept my deposit was bets io they kept $30 saying that my deposit was not sufficient and they just kept the entire $30. It happened a few other times the casinos that kicked me out for no reason like xon and mr bet but xon kept a bunch of money in my account because it locked me out and then started target marketing to me which was insulting. betty casino also kicked me out for no reason then now relentlessly target markets to ne. I'm just fed up with how badly I've been treated and how much money I've paid to get treated badly. It's absolutely unfair and I don't recommend gambling anymore whatsoever. i got used to provide money to everyone else and i never won anything more than what i put in which was thousands.

Quality of life

Quality in life has certainly gone down the drain your interactions day-to-day are now just superficial high hellos and being polite to the person in front of you because they can't really speak English. You don't have any more pedestrian conversations with staff clerks retails Taxii drivers the whole lot basically you're isolated the whole day because when you leave your house, all of your interactions are with immigrants who cannot speak English the entire Canada has become a piece of shit and no one is enjoying their life. Every Canadian I know struggles with how frustrated they are every day because every single interaction they have outside of the home is taken up by an immigrant who cannot speak English and you have to be nice to them. It's horrible when I was younger when I first arrived in Canada in 2002 I only had my art school friends and that was it. I was basically the only immigrant in town there was maybe 10 others in the entire school. It was really really minimal. All of my interactions were in English every single one every single interaction. Can you understand what that is like if you cannot it's because you have been living in Canada after the immigration policies took place when I was in Canada in 2002 every single interaction I had was incomplete full English every single store every single fast food every single Taxii every single person in Canada could speak English now you cannot find anybody who can speak English and it is such a fucking insult to every Canadian that these immigrants decided to come to this country without learning the language and they have the audacity to service us anything they can't serve anything. They cannot even speak the language why are they here to begin with quality of life in Canada has gone down the drain. and while I know, that's really crazy of me to say because I recently got cancer surgery and healthcare all paid for by my insurance coverage that's provided by health Canada. I still think that I wouldn't feel this way. If only everybody around me spoke English again like as it is right now for example today I had my Thyrogen injection for my pre-nuclear medicine treatment, which is radiotherapy radioactive iodine. I taken a pill and then I'm radioactive and all the cancer dies for example today I get my Thyrogen injection, which is before the radioactive therapy and I take a Lyft because I was gonna be late. My Lyft driver doesn't even know how to speak English at all, and he calls himself an Uber driver and then I get to the clinic and the nurses Chinese, but she can speak English perfectly although she was always speaking like listening to herself speak so that was really annoying and then coming home I'm in Taco Bell now and the Stafford are just like whatever can't speak English and when I get on the bus, I'm sure the bus driver will be able to speak English, but everybody on the bus won't and I just realized I forgot. I'm on a low iodine diet and I'm eating Taco Bell. Oh well so now I'm fucked. I have to drink like extra water when I get home. So yeah the quality of life is like maybe the quality of life has improved, but I say it hasn't. It's just remains stagnant because even though we have better healthcare now and we have a higher minimum wage and we have better amenities and services for citizens. We're just bombarded by people who can't speak English and that's our every day interactions with everybody all day and it was not like this before all of my interactions before we're in English every single one and now maybe I'll be lucky to get one English interaction in a day. It's literally everybody around you as an immigrant who cannot speak English. It's disgusting. it's beyond isolating. It's disheartening. i'm ready to move back to Canada. Any Canadians reading this come rescue me I live in East York. Patrice is coming back from Quebec in March. His mother is dying. His dad already died his cousin and his cousin's wife live in the farm right now at the Heritage farm, but if patrice asks me to go live with him over in quebec in the farm I'm gonna definitely say yes and just leave whatever immigrant hell hole I'm in now. for example just now im listening to the taco bell indian staff talk about some kind of immigration issue with his boss. Another example was earlier when I was in the taxi as we were leaving my building compound. I noticed the building two buildings over had central air-conditioning and I was like wow that's so cool because our building doesn't have central air-conditioning so I said to the driver wow this building has central air and the driver was like yes yes it's very narrow or whatever he didn't even understand what I said, and he just assumed I was talking about what he was going through, which was a narrow alley, and it wasn't even that narrow. it's very isolating all of the banter that you used to have with staff and service providers are gone. You can't joke around anything anymore because they can't understand a damn fucking word. It's it's beyond maddening. It's like it makes me wanna cry right now thinking about it how these immigrants have just taken over the entire country they cannot speak English. Why are they here? Why did they come here like what kind of arrogant piece of shit are you to move to a different country and not learn the language and expect everybody to cater to your needs. It's so fucking arrogant I cannot handle it. I swear to God if patrice asks me to move to Quebec I'm gonna learn how to speak French.