Wednesday, January 14, 2026
Quality of life
Quality in life has certainly gone down the drain your interactions day-to-day are now just superficial high hellos and being polite to the person in front of you because they can't really speak English. You don't have any more pedestrian conversations with staff clerks retails Taxii drivers the whole lot basically you're isolated the whole day because when you leave your house, all of your interactions are with immigrants who cannot speak English the entire Canada has become a piece of shit and no one is enjoying their life. Every Canadian I know struggles with how frustrated they are every day because every single interaction they have outside of the home is taken up by an immigrant who cannot speak English and you have to be nice to them. It's horrible when I was younger when I first arrived in Canada in 2002 I only had my art school friends and that was it. I was basically the only immigrant in town there was maybe 10 others in the entire school. It was really really minimal. All of my interactions were in English every single one every single interaction. Can you understand what that is like if you cannot it's because you have been living in Canada after the immigration policies took place when I was in Canada in 2002 every single interaction I had was incomplete full English every single store every single fast food every single Taxii every single person in Canada could speak English now you cannot find anybody who can speak English and it is such a fucking insult to every Canadian that these immigrants decided to come to this country without learning the language and they have the audacity to service us anything they can't serve anything. They cannot even speak the language why are they here to begin with quality of life in Canada has gone down the drain. and while I know, that's really crazy of me to say because I recently got cancer surgery and healthcare all paid for by my insurance coverage that's provided by health Canada. I still think that I wouldn't feel this way. If only everybody around me spoke English again like as it is right now for example today I had my Thyrogen injection for my pre-nuclear medicine treatment, which is radiotherapy radioactive iodine. I taken a pill and then I'm radioactive and all the cancer dies for example today I get my Thyrogen injection, which is before the radioactive therapy and I take a Lyft because I was gonna be late. My Lyft driver doesn't even know how to speak English at all, and he calls himself an Uber driver and then I get to the clinic and the nurses Chinese, but she can speak English perfectly although she was always speaking like listening to herself speak so that was really annoying and then coming home I'm in Taco Bell now and the Stafford are just like whatever can't speak English and when I get on the bus, I'm sure the bus driver will be able to speak English, but everybody on the bus won't and I just realized I forgot. I'm on a low iodine diet and I'm eating Taco Bell. Oh well so now I'm fucked. I have to drink like extra water when I get home. So yeah the quality of life is like maybe the quality of life has improved, but I say it hasn't. It's just remains stagnant because even though we have better healthcare now and we have a higher minimum wage and we have better amenities and services for citizens. We're just bombarded by people who can't speak English and that's our every day interactions with everybody all day and it was not like this before all of my interactions before we're in English every single one and now maybe I'll be lucky to get one English interaction in a day. It's literally everybody around you as an immigrant who cannot speak English. It's disgusting. it's beyond isolating. It's disheartening. i'm ready to move back to Canada. Any Canadians reading this come rescue me I live in East York. Patrice is coming back from Quebec in March. His mother is dying. His dad already died his cousin and his cousin's wife live in the farm right now at the Heritage farm, but if patrice asks me to go live with him over in quebec in the farm I'm gonna definitely say yes and just leave whatever immigrant hell hole I'm in now.
for example just now im listening to the taco bell indian staff talk about some kind of immigration issue with his boss. Another example was earlier when I was in the taxi as we were leaving my building compound. I noticed the building two buildings over had central air-conditioning and I was like wow that's so cool because our building doesn't have central air-conditioning so I said to the driver wow this building has central air and the driver was like yes yes it's very narrow or whatever he didn't even understand what I said, and he just assumed I was talking about what he was going through, which was a narrow alley, and it wasn't even that narrow. it's very isolating all of the banter that you used to have with staff and service providers are gone. You can't joke around anything anymore because they can't understand a damn fucking word. It's it's beyond maddening. It's like it makes me wanna cry right now thinking about it how these immigrants have just taken over the entire country they cannot speak English. Why are they here? Why did they come here like what kind of arrogant piece of shit are you to move to a different country and not learn the language and expect everybody to cater to your needs. It's so fucking arrogant I cannot handle it. I swear to God if patrice asks me to move to Quebec I'm gonna learn how to speak French.
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Friday, December 19, 2025
rollbit crypto casino with crypto futures
i found this casino advertised on etherscan so i knew they were good and they are! just dont be a girl stacking cash in their in house mines game because they will catch you and minus your balance $20 from your winnings in no time flat.
they also have their own tokenimeics and in house currency which equals more cash dollah holla. but ive only ever deposited bitcoin and come out on top by a few bucks. this last $35 deposit yeiled a hefty $65 in withdrawal from about 20 minutes of sheer exhilarating game play (because emotional winning over and over) then getting minused so super charged. haha jeez. anyway that was about all i could handle so i dipped immediately checking their withdrawal time slapping my butt on the way out: 5 minutes easy. try rollbit if you want to dabble in trading crypto futures (i might try later but i suck at it), have fun geeking out on crypto and casino tokenomics, play well loved and popular slots and also loads of hidden gems. their in house games include nft lootboxes and plinko, a roulette and other games like mines- my tip: try 7 mines at $1.28 per bet if you lose 3 times in a row i say quit for a bit cos youre on a wavelength that hasnt passed- theyve also got aviamasters which i won loads in today at $1.50 bets, about $15 for two rounds the rest were like .70 cent returns for my deft navigational skills. Best to bet $4-5 for returns up to ime $100+ but of couse nothing beats that good old potentially pirated software i got 250k in my bankroll where a bet of $20 yeilded a whopping 15k! this was after
losing a massive amount, thousands lol betting hundreds at a time. lol. (inset screenshots here)
-anyway one day ill attempt what i learned in blackmarket school in real niche casinos with great variety and speedy payouts. likely rollbit would certainly deserve the $200 ill put down for my series of $20 bets in aviamasters-a dream challenge to navigate your emotions and sort trauma responses to facilitate your demeanour of real life
stakes. yeah im shit at it. catch me screaming bloody murder at rbc execs in front of their building when passing "rbc hires huzzbolla staff" that said and done i finish my crypto casino review of rollbit crypto casino.
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Monday, December 08, 2025
the third-party must die
I’m sick of these game providers and data handlers and all types of whatever the fuck corporate bullshit title people stealing my money in the casino and then using the money to market me to people and they do a really bad job because I turned everything off already because They’re so intrusive even in the bathroom you can feel their inference they’re inferring. You can feel them listening to you even if you leave your devices in the other room like and then your thoughts become congested with their thoughts as they transmit to you their thoughts via device and of course, these people are dumb fuck from the Third World and they’re so fucking petty and basic all they ever do is my body talk about my shit talk about my eating habits they just fucking hound me with their bad energy stealing mine until I do what they need me to do in order to make a little check mark on their research paper it’s disgusting. We’ve done this to enough people. This is why our society worldwide has turned the garbage because we have abandoned our own local markets in favour of people from another country Who have never even stepped foot in Canada we have given them all the power to market to us Canadian society that they perceive or infer or gather from data sets. This is wrong. This is destructive. This is disgusting. These people need to end the third-party must die in order for us to survive and thrive without these dumb interfering fucks think about how much joy Canadians had before we had all these immigrants that is what we lost because we gave our data to third parties in another country who took over our society. They are stupid not of culture
I find a lot of them uncivilized their two-faced they’re plastic they’re petty they’re insincere they’re unprofessional. They’re just not good enough.
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Friday, December 05, 2025
third parties and my life
well they stole everything. its gotten so bad im going to take down all my socials, this blog, facebook and instagram, twitter, and im deleting my redbubble shop following the discovery of them absolutely lying to me as an artist, denying a single sale (not wven my own) plus i felt shadow banned by them. yuck. but the third parties are so intrusive and only steal non stop from my life there is literally bothing of it left. its unfair they profit so much from me and all that happens to me is i get robbed. ive been marketed for decades now and i never saw a single penny while they rake in loads and punp out absolute garbage to us. third parties need to be eliminated from society if we ever want to move forward. women like me are eaten alive and laughed at men who literally rape us. anything we do online is held up for sale to the highest bidder they even bid on our personal objects inside our apartments and homes and steal it for the person paying. this is what foreigners do to canadians. make a mockery of them devaluing them while robbing them of their worth and literaly life, isolating them ive been kidnapped many times already but no one cares about women anywayz.
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i'm super disgusted by the gambling industry and every single casino because not one of them, not the gambling industry nor the casino has ever ever stood up for me the player the person who puts the money down. both casinos, and the gambling industry have managed to humiliate me so badly so frequently that I'm just disgusted by anybody who would ever work in any of these industries i'm tired of casinos refusing to help the player when it comes to unfair bet stealing and it's rampant and if you become known as a player by providers that you play, they will target you for theft without a doubt as has been done to me and is ongoing. I can't play casino anymore because they're all haters laughing at me while they steal my money and the casinos are totally on their side going along with anything the provider says despite what the player is saying, the player pays the casino and the gambling industry. The customer is never right when it comes to gambling and I find this practice appalling so I guess I can't play casino anymore. It's not worth it. I don't get any endorphins. I feel humiliated by games who steal my money and casinos who do not help me or stand up for me after I have already paid. All I can say now is don't play in any casino. Maybe you can play an OLG but they have a lot of games that also steal your money and likely you will not get anything if you feel unfairly treated or taken advantage of. might as well include im sure its because im a woman and men are mostly the operators. not only have i only lost my deposits of late, i feel an increasing hatred and humiliating laughter following the theft of my bets. for example in rollingslots, aviafly took $11 for a $7 bet and right after i press bet they kick me out of the game stealing my bet. i tell the casino and of course, their staandard reply is this "there was nothing wrong with the transaction you made a bet and lost dont forget to turn your phone off and turn it back on to resolve any technical issues" laughable. conclusion, everything everyone says about gambling and casinos is true, they are the slimiest and lowest of people, sleazy and hate women, and ill add casinos and the gambling industry gang up on players who enjoy playing and slowly they will start to rob you non-stop while the casino will never ever stand up for you even after giving up hundreds of dollars. only men win and enjoy it because theyre not harassed like women are and every casino is like this and all the games and all the providers are like this as well. based on my experience any joy i initially experienced through winning was slowly replaced by an increasing fear for further humiliation and confiscation of funds by hater games and male operators. thats what gambling is: confiscation of funds by people who hate women and laugh at you when they get away with robbing you and denying you any endorphins from wins. basically dont play casino online, dont bother playing casino at all. just buy and sell crypto its healthier with no men targeting you for malice or humiliation or theft.
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Friday, November 28, 2025
while i was working
is what my last title should read into as context
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blocked by creeps
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Thursday, November 27, 2025
marketing reward apps
dont bother. except just play. they all scam you and spy on you and make you feel unwell while they steal your data and sell it for loads of money. they pay you banking interest on the data sell they stole from you. there is zero reward because you have to watch an ad and usually they make it out the reward is in game resources. theyre all garbage and the app stores need to remove these games because most of them are fake games meant to be under the gambling designation but they skirt everything everywhere in order to process out data and show us ads that are violations of human rights from excluded vulnerable groups in order to sell you a sob story commercial so you download the game. these people are bona fide idiots.
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Wednesday, November 26, 2025
lol dama nv
i just found their newest casino "casinonic" so of course i had to join
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Tuesday, November 25, 2025
WHO ARE THESE FUCKING LOSER DISGUSTING MEN WHO HAVE BEEN HARASSING ME FOR YEARS NOW LIVING IN 203 THEY HANG OUT OUTSIDE ALL DAY SURROUNDING MY APARTMENT CONSTANTLY SPYING ON ME AND WHAT SOUNDS LIKE THEY REACT BY MAKING FUN OF ME EVERYTIME OR ANYTIME THEY SEE OR HEAR ME IN MY APARTMENT WHO THE FUCK ARE THEY WHAT THE FUCK DO THEY FUCKING WANT FROM ME AND WHY ARE THEY CONSTANTLY KEEPING TABS ON ME SPYING ON ME AND CALLING OUT WHENEVER THEY HEAR ME ITS INSULTING DEGRADING AND DEMEANING THEY ARE STALKING THEY ARE GROSS THEY ARE FILTHY AND THEY LEAVE THE FRONT DOOR OPEN EVERY FUCKING DAY AND THEY MAKE SO MUCH FUCKING NOISE IN THE MORNING ALWAYS YELLING OUT TO THEIR GAMILY MEMBERS WHOS NAMES SOUND LIKE MINE THEY ARE LIARS THEY ARE THREATENING ME AND THEY NEED TO GET FUCKING MURDERED
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11/25/2025 10:13:00 AM
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deleting redbubble edit
im going to delete my redbubble store but i have to take everything down first. from facebook and instagram and my blog and twitter but i deactivated. too much theft of my life and value by everyone who sees my work, my words, or me. ill try to use the printful app and my website but im not promising myself anything because the printful app is too complicated for my ADD.
then after i take down my redbubble store ill be taking this blog down and just forget about how everyone lies to me gaslights me and pretends im shit.
i hate redbubble actually they shadow banned me and constantly flag my items for whatever made up reasons they have in their little minds. there isnt even anything wrong with any of my items theres no nudity or anything but because there is drug culture they deem me as unshowable and shadown ban me and constantly flag me and they dont sell my work whatsoever and ive never made a sale not a single one so its worthless and a means "to inspire" other eople to rip le off or "get inspired by" oh please. no one reads this blog except for third party
creeps anyway and i hate that they stole everything from me. i hate my life and i think what everyone did to me was garbage so fuck it im out.
i changed my mind and plan on integrating the items to my online store that hasnt been built yet
edit again: well i bought a bunch of stuff for myself and redbubble didnt credit my sales bor forward any money. like my shop still says zero sales and i paid almost $400 for just a few items a couple shirts a couple pouches a clock and i think that was all i can recall so really not into it i feel robbed by them and stolen from i dont know how many or if anyone else ordered- they didnt even inform me. so im going to delete probably if they ever reply anything or sooner. theyre lying to artists targeting artist and gas lighting and ghosting artist. so tacky. i should delete now huh. so much work down the drain. another piece of shit online lying and atealing from me. who needs to gamble really.
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Wednesday, November 19, 2025
clawee claw machine app review
OMG CLAWEE IS AWESOME YOU HAVE GOT TO TRY IT THE PRIZES ARE WICKED CUTE AND TO DIE FOR!
its an app on the app store and you get to watch anlive claw machine in their office fetch blocks of stuffy or balls of puff or rubber balls for the daily free draws. its loads of cuteness and fun. if you like skill based igaming or gambling and cute stuff this could be for you!! the coins are affordable and they give you free shipping if you subscribe, ! but if you win something and you used keys to play you need to pay for shipping, so use coins and subscribe for a month or something!
To die for. so far i have amassed a huge amount of prizes and i love all of them.
my most recent score has been beyond disbelief bagging THREE coveted limited edition prizes namely a casset tape kate bush running up that hill door mat, a demogorgon plush- a carnivorous plant head doll, and pac man led sign sign thats voice activated!!!
i recommend clawee for fun and pleasure all the way. make sure you switch camera views when using the claw to make for an accurate grab!!! shipping the prizes is from abroad so it takes like two weeks (i think from tel aviv or somewhere around there) im still waiting for my first batch of awesome which is en route. i got anhead massager wire thingy, a so adorable bichon dog doll, a key finder fov thing for my keys!!!, a donkey doll, and i think that might have been it.
my last coveted item is the mini clawee bag for my weed. haha
Checkout this super cool prize I won on Clawee - A Real Claw Machine. Watch the video!
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Checkout this super cool prize I won on Clawee - A Real Claw Machine. Watch the video!
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Checkout this super cool prize I won on Clawee - A Real Claw Machine. Watch the video!
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class action EQIX equinix settlement
yikes!!! i so totally bought stocks from this company and got cheated!!!! yay. i have to see if i should bother getting a lawyer....
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11/19/2025 06:09:00 PM
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Sunday, November 16, 2025
bitcoin socks: crafty edition
the working title is
"Bitcoin Inspired Button Blanky and Socks Set"
now i really actually love the colouring on the socks. for the life of me i dont recall what brand or strain the weed was that day though, it was good.
you can purchase
this delightful combo here in my mkicrattzzi.redbubble.com shop .
i wonder if these
types of white label sites and apps become legacy type stuff like a couple hundred years from now
lots of wicked fun ephemeral type art on redbubble you can a nice read. just click on the image to go to the listing in case you want to support this concept and my micro biz on redbubble. proceeds go to fund thesix.work !
https://www.mkicrattzzi.redbubble.com/shop
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Saturday, November 15, 2025
goth flower
casual tshirt for goth lovers of skull and death symbols: a black flower with ornate skull petals
you can change the colour of the shirt too there are many options so the look is up to you. i made the teeth kinda too real for effect.
check it out on these other wicked items found in my redbubble shop under "goth flower"
here is the listing in my redbubble shop "goth flower"
theres loads of new designs and patterns listed frequently so be sure to come again if you liked anything. redbubble will ship to you directly and these items are made on demand- if you sign up for their newsletter you get 25% off on top of the sale (if theyre having one) shipping is kind of expensive coming out of san fransisco but look, clocks and stuff....
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11/15/2025 02:31:00 PM
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gambling sucks
all they do is steal your bets, never let you win, and laugh at you while you play.
Gambling The Day Away
heres a wallet i made for gambling. you put your money in here before you go gamble to show you what will happen to it once you press "play"
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Friday, November 14, 2025
packets of light
tshirts on redbubble now available
i wish i had written it more beautifully now that i look at it for a long time. drat. gonna have to go look for that flyer in recycling to write out another replacement piece of ephemera
packets of light are thoughts that the sun thinks.
think about it. do you agree? also merry christmas! happy solstice! like i says : oh its going dowwwnnn!!!!
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11/14/2025 01:06:00 PM
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Monday, October 20, 2025
my guest broke my door knob. I need to maintain my boundaries. They’re flexible to begin with but to trample them, demand for me to get out of the way in my own apartment, is too much.
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Friday, October 17, 2025
mkic stickers
i ordered stickers (15 pcs) from jukebox print- theyre ready for pickup! they were 5 bucks and eighty five cents i believe... and just play paid for it! yipee!
so now with these stickers i will dedicate arranging thesix.work to accommodate its first fund raising by having these stickers for sale for $5 each (canada only shipping and handling included)
this is the image i made from a pattern i drew on iornament, an app i got bought off the app store for ios. not sure if its up on android but it sure is informative with loads to read up on if youre interested in pattern making!
oh yeah im drawing patterns now. here is my google album for you to check out.
https://photos.app.goo.gl/PyGHcZxzgYZqpXBDA
all of these patterns are on products in my redbubble store mkicrattzzi.redbubble.com ! have a look through the designs and click on one you like to view what products theyre on, or search directly by item category which shows you all the clocks, duvets, bath mats, mugs etc at once. in case you wanted to buy something redbubble always has a sale going on and if there isn't one happening check back in a few because 40% is the best deal ! the shipping is quite high :( and im sorry about that.
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Friday, October 10, 2025
cancer
turns out it was super sggressive and wrapped around my nerve so they had to cut all around the nerve to save it but they had to sacrifice my jugular vein on my right side because the cancer was almost going inside the vein. there was also the one lymphnode that was attacking me or something and it was also removed. yeah tirns out i couldve just up and died. but i didnt.
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