name change

i think im going to change my name to include my moms name again instead of my first two given names because of a plethora of reasons namely to leave out nicole so as to provide me with an extra layer of protection against being found in order to be targeted and manipulated for fodder. this is a serious problem of mine, third parties. also my blog name nicoletirona is some weird advert blog page now and i cant figure out how to fix it or make it redurect to me now. anyway nicole tirona doesnt exist in documents anymore because i added michelle because of all the trauma from police etc using the name michelle to call me and also brutalize me. weirds. anyway if someone calls me michelle i know to be official about stuff and vice versa. beware fake nicole callers i can hear it in your tone and approach so dont try it unless i reintroduce myself. and i dont want my moms name away from me at all times so this way its right up there in officializing my identity. again. because so much got fucked up in my personal cloud making and arrangements because of third parties so much so that i have got nothing to show by means of friends who know. friends these days arent that close and in consequence a lot of what i was doing and aiming for amd trying to do with the satellite map is lost through time and forgotten by me which leaves me in lurch for self confidence to stand up for myself. like when twitter inhibited me from using my account or when facebook and instagram locked me put because of indian staff descitions. i lost my 20 year old kajiji account for some indian type guy assuming i was a hooker in missed connections because he sexualized my posting for the man on the bus and his cultural background in descition making took over his north american job and he misinterpreted my post as some kind of covert escort posting and he closed my account. what a fucking massive insult and totally slimey and disgusting of kajiji it was nothing of the sort and i was despertely trying to find him lol anyway we will never know because craigslist did the same thing to me but worse. social media is kind of disgusting and slimey now as other people are delegating your media and dictating their actions as bona fide. putrid. so my name needs to be changed to michelle godinez tirona and all the old vancouver nicole tirona while not a mistake wont be connected to michelle godinez tirona unless by fathers name alone. because papa, you ditched. anyway i should het more work accomplished like doing laundry and focusing on just play tasks for some change.