i was more beautiful before. my skin on my face now is super yucky. i dont understand what happened tonit. its multicoloured now with unpeeled rehealed skin that got too sunburnt (i dont know how) and its a different shape. because of my thyroid cancer (got that now) my neck looks thicker so my chin looks dumb. safe to say i dont look like my 20 year old profile pic anymore :( also i never get asked on dates (actually this never happened to me) or to hamg out with people i admire anymore. yeah life is super boring and lonely for me. i dont really like it anymore and would prefer to be dead already.