dreamt of my grandmother last night

i had a vivid dream of her and i spending a day together we had a bit of a trek and walked back to her house from wherever we were. it felt like toronto but i knew we were walking through old manila into santa mesa and it looked like we entered trinity bellwoods park into her fmiy compound, now sadly sold because it too exensive to maintain. it was awesome so vivid and i loved so much it makes me want to cry how i was here when she died amd i feot it i thought she was scared because of everything she had to leave behind to others to take care of but not in her way anymore. i found this old writing abput my families my mom amd dads side intermarried and became tue oldest and most wealthy family in the country with the biggest family hacienda or compound next to to religious order. this is where i speny every sunday. i miss mama ning amd she was so beautiful and staunch and just so old school amd perfect.