im gonna get a catus

i've been posting too much on Twitter so I thought I'd move my thoughts over to my blog because diarrhoea is just never ending and I just can't stop shitting all this crap out of my mouth and brain and I feel the need to share it with somebody in case somebody will read it and respond because it struck a cord in them hopefully not the wrong core that makes you you know uncomfortable but the right one so I was thinking of getting a cactus and I'm gonna name it blaze from blaze Pascal BLAISE Pascal, that's the spelling of the name I'm gonna use for my next child so I was thinking I was gonna get a cactus. I was thinking of getting a cactus, but I don't know where to get it like I seen the right cactus at Yonge Street one time when I was homeless and I was walking along Yonge Street there was a small shop that had opened while another shop had closed down and it was in between tenants and it was one of those old school head shops and I almost screamed in delight because lo and behold they had peyote buttons live cactuses for only $20 but stupidly me I think now that I could've just put it in the storage. It's a cactus you wouldn't need to mind it that much but I didn't purchase it because I thought I'm walking around. I'm homeless. I have to go to the storage. I just didn't think I could keep the cactus alive while I was homeless so I didn't buy it and now I deeply regret it because where am I going to buy a live peyote cactus does anybody know where I can buy a live peyote cactus here in Toronto please message me.