sticky bubbles in my ear i think i have a rope worm in my ear

 fuck fuck like holy fuck man if I have one of those fucking mutant things that’s stuck inside of my body and it’s just like creating itself and like dying and creating itself over and over again I’m gonna throw up and die myself and then I’m gonna just get consumed by that weird mutant alien sticky bubble thing that I think is in my ear. Remember when I went crazy and then I had like a poo baby and the sticky bubble thing in my ear was really fucking up my sinus what if it was like, a fucking mutant like what if it was like a mutant because like what if it was from jizz sorry I know that’s disgusting but what if it was from jizz like there’s jizz everywhere like all in it like I tried to smoke my weed plant jizz it tasted like sperm and I thought that was really really really  so disgusting but anyway, If i have a sticky bubble mutant rope worm in my ear and get it removed at the hospital will you still be my friend? its ok if no. fuuuuuuuck man im so scared i can feel and have been feeling pressure in my ear and the sound comes in and out. there is a cavity supposed to be empty and is filled with mucus. i had a cheat cold awhile ago and just recently blew out this disgusting blobby mass a few times over the course of a day and i have been blowing and i mean hella blowing my nose because of all the gunk deep deep inside my sinus there are i swear to fuck nut god creatures in there and i need them murdred or coaxed into death cant we give them psychedelics i think actually what happened to me when i was also high in a psychedelic hallucinatory way that night i had a poo baby but i think it was a huge galbladder stone that was in my poops. it was really scary i almost died laughing at how weak i am when it comes to anything remotely anal.  i could not for the life of me shit out that horrible piece of stone. anyway im sure you know what it meant… cold sweats and intense panic holy hell was i in trouble. you just know. you know??????  oh man i D I E D yet here i am telling you about it. indeed. lifes tough but having a poo baby on contaminated drugs tripping your balls off was not the best idea my body came up with. it had to out do itself and make rope worms on speed. i think they are a gang of candida or psoriasis gone i side your mucus finding its way in by crawling over and the sticky bubbles is them consuming oxygen and it turns into a casing and thats what worms are. what do you think of my new theory its gross ey??? im gonna try the hospital. also i figure papaya and lemon juice and what would melt the sticky bubbles i wanted to buy a new ear vacuum on amazon. my other one disappeared part by part by some creepy stalker wtf it just completely vanished i have no idea where it is. yeah guy youre lucky i share but youre a fuckin thief reading along you sicken me. would like to encase the person who stole my ear vacuum in something sticky.  anyway i hope i succeed you know how i never get any medical attention or rather my symptoms arent addressed and whatever it is just goes on and it adapts these are likely cancerous masses inside the body what do you think? so gross i need to get dewormed i want to get this sticky thing in my sinus ear cavity wall sucked out going to buy the ear vacuum again its 45 bucks on amazon.