the filipino mail order MAiD

​i put this description down of the filipino male in canada his mannerisms and inner reasoning and i cant stop laughing about how accurate it was. 

it went like this:

you know how the filipino guy a lot of times when arriving somewhere to meet. you looks kinda guilty sometimes and acts shady and short is because he just came from doing a bahala na and frenched tf out. now i didnt say it like that but its on my twitter and i cant remember per vatim but it went something like that. 

now i cant even remember if i put it down on twitter or just said it aloud to myself which i do all the time and miss writing these gems down…

tweet tweet goes nicole haha 

there are times long passages of thought on the social groups and the characters within them, their arcs in relation to mine, and how we intermingle in these developed or sometimes loosely associated circles of unique individuals and circumstances. Most times its easy to say it aloud but I only remember by hearing it and miss the inner thought which was far more complex and dramatic haha. Indeed life is tricky to navigate and navigate left handed did I try. Most days I would have enough problems with a pair of scissors alone but these days its just flexing statistics on a casino crash game or slotting on beatduel. Actually thats not a bad idea. They could charge like five cents a song and every new song comes out like .50 then drops a week or month later but plays in the battles im gonna email them like for newbs they got to pay for their collection or weekly access or ads per song…. haha i hate ads there is no policing in the other categories and those apps that target ad me because of my online spending run illegal ads in different categories….like casual app or game app but its a casino app w payment processing and no canadian certified verification method for minors and people in other countries using vpns where its illegal in their country or area to make bets period. like my region now in toronto somehow with my combination of wifi and cellular connection my geophysical location somehow doesnt matter and i become in the jurisdiction of delaware i think it is because of how hamilton spans across the lake on the east side its really beyond my full comprehension plus i have to router or port through manchester and pennsylvania which still fails my understanding of province state lakes locations places lands and cities throughout time. what does it even mean? i already forgot but it went something like i figured it out through understanding that i was getting baited by rogers to enter my password for my wifi in a public address in order to change it and i refused because why and also wtf am i 14 years old i didnt want the rogers guys to use my wifi but someone did anyway that time anyway i had to enter it somewhere so i checked their security certificates and they were on those platforms sure enough two separate certificates one for pennsylvania and one for manchester and i looked them up on the map and found britain and england and shit and i was like wtf these look like the cordilleras but leveled on the tops where the cities and towns are. and then the maps i took hundreds of screenshots of them i really should post them up they are sludge to go through without a single note on any of them but i took the screenshot of the satellite image i found and out together by search only god knows if these places are linked geophysically because some of these screenshots are out of this world hahaahah scale my dear, scale…. anyway i am hungry and will make food now…. i have brocoli and rice and peanut butter because i bought this huge ginisang bagoong thats great out of bottle who would forgive me if i started cooking with bagoong here no one no doubt. hmm neighbour just came to grab weed what a bother haha oh well i guess no one else would know if i was alive or dead now wouldnt they yes indeed that no one would surely miss my rambling.