​so today ive just been totally overwhelmed with how much account security i need to reverify. It finally dawned on me that i can blame my adult life to the yahoo data leaks. I honestly believed my email was secure, that yahoo had our best interests at heart. But i realize the service centre is in the philippines and i have no reason to doubt that they stigmatized me for over a decade denying me service and laughing at me and my

entire life and contacts, and while i was here in canada they assumed i was the one who aas responsible for all the hacking or that my account and life are fake and made up therefore diminishing me further and allowing them to continue to use my accounts and their contents as examples or otherwise totally not private and even trolled upon. I noticed the titillating emails with photos were easily available and fetched immediately  even though they are almost a decade old, but the emails where i call action to service and was subsequently ignored do not show up, and  when searching for specific emails i remember receiving they are usually not found or found with difficulty due to lack of activity, wrong search terms, etc. the problem i find is the level of professionalism, how its such a put on for them practically mocking me, its just so typical and painful all the same. People have been treating me badly for so long now so when i notice someone who i dont know personally treating me badly i know its because of a privacy invasion and or lack of respect for the sanctity of true professionalism, rumour mongering, jeering, making jokes with coworkers that kind of thing. So im tired again, didnt get that far and have work tomorrow.