​Fabricland is opening at Yonge and Bloor today I’m super excited to go I have a membership card so everything is 55% off which is a huge deal unfortunately I don’t really need anything right now not even the bee fabric because I’m changing the design I’m gonna go anyway because it’s downtown and I wanted to see what was up downtown I haven’t been in a while maybe I’ll go further and look up amanda and Porkchop I didn’t go out when it was 420 I just didn’t really feel like going by myself and I called Porkchop and he wasn’t home. remember when I used to go all the time I wouldn’t miss it for the world but now that it’s legalized I feel like grown out of it.

 I’ve been having problems sleeping.  my dreams are so crazy if it’s not a nightmare it’s a really complicated dream. 

I wouldn’t mind finding a boyfriend or going out with a new boy because I’m getting bored just hanging out by myself Patrice is fine and everything but we’re just friends and he’s going through problems right now I have to help him and it’s difficult to help him because he always says no. I wanted him to go to the doctor that I’m going to but he never gets to go to the doctors appointment day he misses a lot of appointments and he promises a lot of stuff that he doesn’t pull through withI just wanna have a nice time hanging out with a good friend that is also a boy because I like boys I have enough girlfriends and I want to be romantically linked with somebody that wants to grow together in life I know it sounds really corny but it’s pretty much what I’ve only wanted just haven’t found a guy that wants to invest his life in mine I don’t think it’s too late I think I’m gonna be able to find somebody before I turn 50.