my grandmother leonarda

I nicked the pic off geni don't kill me I lost my laptop's and with them pictures of my family members i received via email etc I don't know how to regain over a decades worth of internal personal memory. Fuck you smart stop self storage for what you did to me. And I saw what the white supremacists run around group did to Tita Marilus image painting her as a black woman behind that house I was moved to when I was drugged or something.  whatever those movers are called I think I saw them in that Quebec festival where I lost my mind and also I think a bunch of people died. Anyway Excuses. these women are morena not negro (let me go check the painting it's too hurtful to take a pic I'll post it here) like I'm Mestiza not Metis (cos colonial) and these people made fun of me and what I believe my Filipino aunts and family. Doxxing or whatever you call it. Super weird. I don't get it. Feels abuse like.