People are lame I wish I was a murderer

 I was gonna delete my blog or put it to readers only cos I'm getting really bogged down by people around me that I don't know that feel like they're abusing me for money. I'm super tired of it. I'm already in my 40s and I still feel like I'm a child being robbed from and kidnapped so no one knows what happens to me in this weird place they shoved me into while they steal from me everyday. They stole more stuff, the people who come into the house or fake live here. They stole my iPhone 3 or 4. It's between 3&4. I just updated my map and have texts and pics on it  then I also have lots of places to rent on there and now  tI andlost all that heseeffort of walking around and collecting places I found. These people took it from my room. They also stole my padlock for when I leave and I believe have been coming into my room everyday when I'm gone and also threatening me outside my room, in the hallway, in front of the bathroom, they keep the door open and scare me on the patio at night, they put ratshit or mouse poo on the kitchen counter and have never ever cleaned the sink or dishdrainer ever and there's worms and gunk and I just don't give a fuck anymore I get scared when I'm down in the kitchen by myself I feel creeped on and I hate the people who keep lying and shoving themselves in here thinking they have every right to harass me and make fun of me and laugh at me all day all night when I'm here. I'm super tired of it. I'm fixing the map and these people don't deserve to have one.