this morning i woke up sweating cos owen was on me and i woke up pissed cos about the groceries he had me pay for without letting me know beforehand he was choosing what he was going to pay for. at the till. so i had to pay27 something while he paid 17 something. then he drinks the soda he makes me pay for and eats the snacks. so i get him to give me 20 bucks this morning but not without fighting for a good 30-40 minutes. owen fighting means absolute gibberish and insults for the entire time. its like fighting with a retard or literally mentally ill person, which he called me yesterday. last night we fought too because of whatever, his idiocy. he tells me to get a job and leave the country. he also says im mentally ill then he also says he is going to tranqulize me and have me put away. this mornings argument he calls me speedy gonzales and grease lightning. he doesnt understand how racist he is. he doesnt understand much to be honest. it took me a while to realize that he literally does not understand much at all. something i can barely comprehend. its so difficult for me to understand his lack of understanding that im now in another abusive relationship. ( THIS WAS SOMETIME IN EARLY MAY)