phenolic scent and a gardenia that smells of magnolia

one of the great new things ive recently learned is how to make a phenolic scent using essential oils.
i really enjoy that weird inhale phenols bring to compositions. currently trying green and orange phenolic fragrances... stemming from the bergamot imitation. im on an essential oils only tip right now and its working out so much better than before because now i am studying the gcms of oils and the components so i try to replicate those peaks using other oils with the same phenolic amounts. but to be real i dont actually know what im doing. just mixing up some oils using new ratios and its really working out..never made essential oil blends this fragrant before!
another thing that happened today was my tiny bottle of gardenia flower perfume spilled so i tried to save it and ended up wearing most of it. it actually smells like a magnolia flower. anyway then i sprayed one spray of the honey may perfume (i was calling it violet may rose)  and then i went out to get rent and omg! it smells sooooo good im happy i made these two perfumes and will remake them today. but i have to go out again to get bottles and this is the dirtiest and ugliest area in town no doubt. its expensive too! plus the emotional work i have to do in such squalid conditions. the unit is great but as usual i have to clean it like a deep clean then owen. running out of money sucks whn youre paying to get sick. its very difficult mustering up energy to constantly prepare food and clean not only what you did but the past tenants dirt too. very difficult. so expensive. im so tired! it feels like psycho collection agents money grabbing landlords squeezing anyone who they destroy with their relentless gangstalk spying and tag teaming. exhausting. but the perfumes are improving and i want to make them in larger amounts now.