another lame ass boring birthday with nothing to do but spoil myself!!! actually im going buy some weed and perfumers alcohol. and a new pair of shoes!!!! i dont have any.
the weird part about my birthday is i never have a party or anything or dinner or nothing like that. it all goes back to when i was a very small child and one year i wanted a birthday party but had to give out the invitations early cos school would be out for summer even though my birthday is on the 1st... anyway i remember the invitation cos i kept some in a yellow tupperware school pencil box and had them forever after.... so my birthday comes rolling in and my parents asked me if any of my classmates were coming and i remember being apprehensive as a child and then no one came to my birthday party that my parents told me i gave cards out for. it was a very early memory and i remember just doing nothing for my birthday every year and its always been like this. after the terrible mass shunning in 2012 after alvaro got deported my abusers ushered in and started destroying my online life and damaging my reputation in real life so i forgot about trying to be friends to people who were talking behind my back. i never use facebook anymore so dont get the auto greetings from my old high school classmates and since that shunning i dont have any other friends ive kept in real life because who needs enemies right? but its my birthday again and all thats happened to me is stuff i never wanted to happened and in fact im just waiting for the day to end because its just another day reminding me of how horrible my family and anyone who called themself a friend was to me. happy birthday me! i have some new perfumes i would like to make more of so im off to the apothecary and dispensary! owen got me a strawberry shortcake last night, one of my favorite cakes ive been dreaming of for a while. he was the only one who knows its my birthday. oh yeah! and my order of 100 tiny bottles arrived as well. yipee! i can now keep a sample of all my first perfumes and actually iwas going to use these bottles for dilutions and possible sales or swaps (i deleted my basenotes thread. fuck that i dont need to be talked about by proxy/doxx then made out to be the aggressor by the moderator the two gross posters had less than 10 posts each and were much newer than i am but the moderator doesnt know im contantly harassed so they harass me instead and this is how my life has been since 2012.. so yeah fuck that place. none of them know the difference between an essential oil and a fragrance oil apparently nor do they understand the grades of essential oil so im not about to go get torn to shreds by paid shills when all im doing is literlly posting what im learning while all they do is gang up on me to discredit me while they steal my energy concepts and sources. yesh super downer but whatever im super used to it. main thing is that i got my mini bottles in like 2 days! they are the cutest little things, i thought they were marked to 2 ml but they are marked to 1.5. so tiny and scientific with the little white label part. i might bring some to the apothecary in case they have something i really want....like black current bud absolute?? nah! its like 38 for 1 ml!!
8pm. yipee! a whole liter of perfumers alcohol, japanese peppermint organic and regular (the regulars more minty) and a new pressed lime (ive remade the cannabis accord but ran out of lime)
plus instead of shoes (i know, dumb) i got a uv light sanitizer for stuff like my keyboard, bottles, phone... then i bought the daily special sativa from which lp makes this? from bonnefire! on queen. couldnt go into the shop- looks great though! super cute. and the bud is so great! no idea what genetic stock its from. i just hope theres no afghani in it.. doesnt feel like it so far. ahhh i feel so much better already. has a bit of a berry haze jack flavour. and now its time to play! gonna make my hair tonic again with my new oils. im not sure about the rosemary and the geranium....they smell ok but im not sure. the lavenders and the organic corn mint should be ok though...with perfumers alcohol now and not the lcbo stuff plus water. . . wow this weed is super bonne!!! i feel SO much better. i hope i never get lazy and buy shoddy black market weed ever again! whew!
the weird part about my birthday is i never have a party or anything or dinner or nothing like that. it all goes back to when i was a very small child and one year i wanted a birthday party but had to give out the invitations early cos school would be out for summer even though my birthday is on the 1st... anyway i remember the invitation cos i kept some in a yellow tupperware school pencil box and had them forever after.... so my birthday comes rolling in and my parents asked me if any of my classmates were coming and i remember being apprehensive as a child and then no one came to my birthday party that my parents told me i gave cards out for. it was a very early memory and i remember just doing nothing for my birthday every year and its always been like this. after the terrible mass shunning in 2012 after alvaro got deported my abusers ushered in and started destroying my online life and damaging my reputation in real life so i forgot about trying to be friends to people who were talking behind my back. i never use facebook anymore so dont get the auto greetings from my old high school classmates and since that shunning i dont have any other friends ive kept in real life because who needs enemies right? but its my birthday again and all thats happened to me is stuff i never wanted to happened and in fact im just waiting for the day to end because its just another day reminding me of how horrible my family and anyone who called themself a friend was to me. happy birthday me! i have some new perfumes i would like to make more of so im off to the apothecary and dispensary! owen got me a strawberry shortcake last night, one of my favorite cakes ive been dreaming of for a while. he was the only one who knows its my birthday. oh yeah! and my order of 100 tiny bottles arrived as well. yipee! i can now keep a sample of all my first perfumes and actually iwas going to use these bottles for dilutions and possible sales or swaps (i deleted my basenotes thread. fuck that i dont need to be talked about by proxy/doxx then made out to be the aggressor by the moderator the two gross posters had less than 10 posts each and were much newer than i am but the moderator doesnt know im contantly harassed so they harass me instead and this is how my life has been since 2012.. so yeah fuck that place. none of them know the difference between an essential oil and a fragrance oil apparently nor do they understand the grades of essential oil so im not about to go get torn to shreds by paid shills when all im doing is literlly posting what im learning while all they do is gang up on me to discredit me while they steal my energy concepts and sources. yesh super downer but whatever im super used to it. main thing is that i got my mini bottles in like 2 days! they are the cutest little things, i thought they were marked to 2 ml but they are marked to 1.5. so tiny and scientific with the little white label part. i might bring some to the apothecary in case they have something i really want....like black current bud absolute?? nah! its like 38 for 1 ml!!
8pm. yipee! a whole liter of perfumers alcohol, japanese peppermint organic and regular (the regulars more minty) and a new pressed lime (ive remade the cannabis accord but ran out of lime)
plus instead of shoes (i know, dumb) i got a uv light sanitizer for stuff like my keyboard, bottles, phone... then i bought the daily special sativa from which lp makes this? from bonnefire! on queen. couldnt go into the shop- looks great though! super cute. and the bud is so great! no idea what genetic stock its from. i just hope theres no afghani in it.. doesnt feel like it so far. ahhh i feel so much better already. has a bit of a berry haze jack flavour. and now its time to play! gonna make my hair tonic again with my new oils. im not sure about the rosemary and the geranium....they smell ok but im not sure. the lavenders and the organic corn mint should be ok though...with perfumers alcohol now and not the lcbo stuff plus water. . . wow this weed is super bonne!!! i feel SO much better. i hope i never get lazy and buy shoddy black market weed ever again! whew!
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