realized the creative commons on my blog but not on basenotes forum and wonder if ill ever be able to make a nice business with my fragrance and aromatherapy compositions. i recently got a small load of tiny spray bottles for sampling. i wanted to make some samples on a card with maybe a charm or pin or necklace. so cute. and the perfumes, once aged and bottled, last for years.
theres this one perfumer i like, jsparla i think his name is, i have to find his link, hes got a great site
where he shares his complicated chemical and essential oil compositions, aka perfume recipes !! they look amazing and id love to try some of them when i have the materials, or at least can understand what they smell like.
i have been slack on my case study writing and keeping up my concept of business. i havent packaged all the soaps yet some are unlabeled. but now that ive gotten some more research done on my hair tonic, drafts are to be completed and will finish that case study. i have so many half written :( and have failed to finalize and submit some. :looks around: being so ptsd it feels hypervigilant and i have to remind myself that right now i'm ok, (no landlords or them calling police for no reason to come in to assault me) it feels the same as when i grew up, targeted and provoked for no reason, but now that im older im not sure how it happens because i dont know these people at all, they aren't family, i was paying them rent and they do a form of violence towards me so... i guess losing track of what happened and getting the heck away from here is very ptsd of me. whats helping me identify these behaviours is reading posts on other people raised by narcissists and the subsequent ptsd from the abuse. the last years traumatic family event was out of the blue and cemented the whole deal. nailed the coffin in so to speak. sean was my last hope for a close family, but he tried to murder me for no reason just like all the rest of my family. he was the last one in my immediate family that had not violent physically assaulted me, but he did too, so its like, well what am i supposed to do about that, every single member of my immediate family has literally violently physically assaulted me out of the blue and i have not done that to them? so its kind of weird. to think about, and process. plus  the shoulder and arm injury hindering my income earning (im also a massage practitioner) brought by the recent indecent of the police assault on new year, and the subsequent forced psychiatric drugs i had to take under duress of locked down confinement brought via illegal entry of the landlords. then the bank and revenue agency locked my account claiming i owe $3,000. so you can imagine how stress free i am, oh yeah. so its slow and i'm traumatized, and get stalled with my production. because of how awful people treat me, and the reality of how terrible people are.
when i get my scale and pipettes im going to make a large batch of my latest successful perfume (well i think its successful) its a basic amber but ive made the base with a tincture of lavender flowers it smells great and im going to make it an image. i dont know the image of the scent though. the smoking violets scent has a nice image and i would like another for the amber, lots of lines, detailed, and old style looking but i don't know what amber looks like. i need to remake the perfume first because the entire sample was given away without keeping anything but the formula. silly. i hope the formula is right and good, its on the .01 scale. not very accurate. like the smoking violets perfume. one offs.