Saturday, November 10, 2018

Essential Oil Perfume Blends

I posted in basenotes here
http://www.basenotes.net/threads/459171-EO-Perfume-blends-Fougere-Chypre-amp-Cologne
a few of my blends

currently working on them but i dont have anymore money and im almost out of vetiver (maybe 5 drops left) and sandalwood (same)would like to get more synthetic wood bases to complete my perfume blends. as aromatherapy blends go i think im getting so much better.

yeow last night i ate so many little fried bananas. kind of want more. instead of buying candy.

been holing up due to anxiety. the landlords offered me money, i didnt take it, so now theyre demanding money. what do you think they really want? ( money)
money problems are really stressing me out because i have none and none of my housekeeping ads worked, all i got were loads of creepy men grossing me out.  my product making is really slow due to trauma/anxiety. been avoiding talking to people because i just dont want to play the polite fake game. it literally reminds me of having to be polite and pretend for the sake of other people who have done nothing to me, in face have done bad things to me. covering up for awful people for the sake of being polite to strangers. its called life and it makes me feel sick most times. specially when i havent eaten any fried bananas!

making perfume is great, its helped me reduce my smoking, it reminds me to function like a human (eat, drink water, bathe, wash hands) because it forces me to focus on what i am smelling. its helped me with my self diagnosed brain injury. can you call emotional trauma a brain injury. probably.

my soap making has halted. i will try to make a pear loaf today. i dont have any money and the landlords are demanding their money with so many lawyer letters and its overwhelming and my safety feels threatened. why do people do this to me?


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