Friday, July 06, 2018

no soap trial today, lotion kit arrived, and i bought some mini screw top jars (about 5 ml) 6 for $1.25 at the dollar store yesterday? sheesh. so great. so they are all sterilizing now and i need to clean my whole room and the kitchen and mop and wipe everything to reduce dust...just so i can make a tiny lotion. kill me now!!!! i dont have a lab or anywhere remotely clean. patrice moved to a spanking brand new loft space and dropped my chair off last night but i didnt see him. im hoping he wants to forgive himself for being so terrible to me and give me the keys so i can go use his loft while he is at work. now wouldnt that be ideal? ;D

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ok one of the landlords freaked out on me and evicted me today with a notice? so i couldnt work or concentrate. so i have to deal with that next week and waste more time on these people terrorizing me, go to the landlord tenant board office, right when i was getting really excited about making my small trials for my new obsession (eventual money making through spending all my money trying to learn something) making the best products i can make and use on myself because i cant afford to buy expensive products i would rather buy the supplies and learn about it and try to make it through diet and proper holistic and mindful health.

yeah so im traumatised and grossed out because it feels like some creepy thing is constantly running scams on me? how can all these landlords be the same scenario and situations, its pretty awful when you cant afford your own place and have to live with strangers and creeps and loser types whos only power in life is harassing their tenants. a lot of landlords are like this. specially the ones who let anyone live there and dont maintain the unit, the little holes in the city where its pretty safe if you can navigate personalities.  but honestly now im annoyed and have to stop my momentum again and im just totally creeped out.
im starting work this coming week and can get off social assistance! cos it makes me complacent and then landlords like this dont even deserve the government money.  even though i just got back and have to heal from my recent trauma by mistakenly going back to manila and almost getting murdered and locked away for god knows how long (that was terrifying) i have to also now heal from these traumas living here in this creepy weird rat hole
i am honestly so tired of landlords like this. disgusting.
so tomorrow im volunteering at a mini repair cafe event for sewing and jewelry.  havent the energy to post up links etc.... on the blog.

im so crazy tired and feel traumatised by the landlord steve today he was coming into the house practically chasing me around like following me, i had to get my camera out and record it, he was calling me names, trying to rally up his family to get in on harassing me, i was literally trying to get away from him and he was following me saying get back here im not done talking to you, and he pushed my door open trying to get into my room
fuck im honestly so god damn tired of these freaking landlords like almost every single landlord ive had since parkdale has been a nightmare, harassing me straight up like theres something about me that drives a certain type of dissatisfied and listless and arrogant man right off!!!! its terrifying.


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